the women of the past keep
phoning.
there was another yesterday
arrived from out of
state.
she wanted to see
me.
I told her
"no."

I don't want to see
them,
I won't see them.
it would be
awkward
gruesome and
useless.

I know some people who can
watch the same movie
more than
once.

not me.
once I know the
plot
once I know the
ending
whether it's happy or
unhappy or
just plain
dumb,
then

for me
that movie is
finished
forever
and that's why
I refuse
to let
any of my
old movies play
over and over again
for
years.

And
Pray again
Hope in the End
Today is realy all you ever have
And
Dream anew
Faith will follow through
After Death-Life begins brand new
And hold on,thats all  you can do

Hear the Angel voices Sing
Listen to your Soul within
Open up your Heart again
You are worthy-till the End

Never forget

You are blessed
Beloved and Protected
Abundantly free
Forever

Amen
--X--

Its Like fighting a battle
You were never ment to win
Seeking Truth inside you
But  finding only Lies within

Its like falling in Love
With the Soulmate you prayed for
Finding you lost out
On what couldve been before

Its like finding the answers
In your dreams dreamt at night
But forgetting the questions
At the Morning Dawns Light

Its like finding your journey
Being fulfilled within your own Life
But Loosing your Heart
As you face new Trials

And its like
Feeling like dancing
When your crying unseen tears
Praying for guidance
But consumed by your fears

Ending the  day
With great achievement felt
Dreading the New one
That Tomorrow will delt....

For years, I was happy
Always smiling
Never really sad as I am now
The sun was always up, lights always shining

But now, I'm dying
Always depressed, found crying
The lights are out, the sun was destroyed
What's the point of living if the thing you lived for....was dead?

Dreams undreamed
Dies at the seem
And who knows where they rest
Eternaly

Hopes unhoped
Goes up in smoke
And like the wind remains
Unseen

Love unloved
Ascends to Heaven above
And guarded by Angels for
Eternity

And

Prayers unprayed
Hidden in the  Heart
Belonging to someone whom cries
Alone

Dreams are dreamed
Hope gets Hoped
Love will be loved
And Prayers will unfold

Dear Lord
Let it be so...

This girl
She walks
Down a lonely road

But sometimes she shies
Away from helpful woes
A man that she dearly loves
Has gone to heaven's gates

This girl
She walks
Far away from home

Black clouds, they follow
Wherever she goes
But sunshine peeks through
When this girl follows you

This girl
She walks
No one gets in her way

Hello, goodbye
My girl is understood
She walks a lonely path
Searching for some good