Friends are like
     music
Some high notes,
Some low notes
But always a
*beautiful song

Some secrets
Ought to be kept alone
Ready to wait
Ready to die
You made me this way

Not once did I flinch
Only did I fear that you

Might try again
Or maybe take things farther. Id
Rather not think about it for
Every time I do, I become                                           *S T R O N G E R

Happiness?
Happiness, lives not here.
It will never slumber in the chambers of my heart.
Look else where for happiness.
For already has it past, Happiness's cart.

I leave you hints all the **** time
I'm ******* sitting over here by myself
Close to where you are
Just so you'll see me
Why don't you come sit next to me
Talk to me for ***** sake
I want you to notice me
I feel so stupid for trying
An I really that invisible?
It ****** me off how you can ignore me
Why can't I be like that to you?
I'm tired of giving and not receiving
I make myself lonely for you
I lost everyone to be with you
You act like you don't care
This **** is tearing me apart
Do you realize that?
I'm so sick of you
I hate you and want you at the same time
I want you to say something
Be rude to me
Yell at me
Say something
I can't take being invisible anymore
I only want your eyes to see
What I've been saving for you
Do you understand what you're doing
I'll never be the same
I need you
I need to get away from you
I need to break this attachment
Cure this obsession
This isnt healthy
You aren't healthy
For me



I'm ******* done.

You were new
I hated you from the start
Everyone loved you
The girls giggled as you walked past
The guys called your name
I sat aside and hated your fame
You thought you were something else
Something special
But you were nothing
Nothing to me
You talked to me
Or should i say, tried?
I tried to ignore you
Your stares made me abide
I couldn't look away from your eyes
When you would turn around
And stare me down
I hated it,
At first
But then something clicked
I had an epiphany
In fact,
I loved the attention you were giving me
She told me to watch out
But she also told me the way your eyes glazed over
When you gazed at me
I think my eyes did the same
Every stare from you
Had my body reacting
I started to like you
But we were young
It was nothing
But then you talked to me
And I fell in love with your voice too
We joked and spoke to each other
Everyday from then on
But it was different
It wasn't coming from you
Yet I still believed it was true
But she was always in the background
Somehow knowing everything you said to me
We fell in love
We stayed together for years
You were my air,
Everything to me
I loved you,
More than anyone else.
The love still is with me
Even though you are gone
But yet, the truth is,
You never were,
Because it ended up being her lies all along.