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 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Kenji King
Sweating myself dry.
Bored, flat out, dissatisfied, discontent, unmotivated, exhausted, fatigue, no will, no strength.
Loneliness is the feeling.
Too detached to stay attached.
Too nihilistic to give a ****** ****.
**** them all.
I am better off alone.
 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Kenji King
The cups keep pouring, the drinks keeps sipping, the people keep talking, the night keeps blazing.
Through all that I am to do, to become, to manifest, to transform.
Dissolving all that is lost, not seen, the stance of it seems forbidding, disillusionment and escapism.
Never knowing the way out, the way in seems confusing, conflicting to what I can never achieve.
I think through all the pain, that it is worth it and that I will find the light and stay in it forever, yet, I hide, not knowing how to display my forefront.
Hidden, private, yet open to all that I am.
Hiding in this shadow, misunderstood by false illusions.
I am to die, or maybe I am not.
My mind of jitter, I hope I am never to be lost after I am found, if I will be, to not be so alone.
& I'm tripping ****
The most woke up in this *****
Entranced in my pants
So I press my luck
Awh shucks
Wish Uncle Boomer was in town
Get my noggin struck
Then my jimmy bust
And I’m covered in the utmost love

There's a fissure within my mind
So I enter the Divide,
To awaken the divine

Through a wormhole,
I burrow deeper
Into the steepest chasms
With my magic wand
Manifest the godhead sublime phantasmic

Make myself known to the
Cosmic collective consciousness
Like an oracle I peer
through the eye of a reptilian
While Sub-atomic particles
zoom past by the millionths
In slow-motion a pyramidal image surfaces
And i can see between
the vibrations that resonate
A glimpse through the window
Of a discordant future permeates

Putrid in a wasted stupor
Chasing that hit of enlightenment
To illuminate my brain
The lightbulb is lit

Suh dude
As a shape shifting parasite
enters through the brain stem
And takes all my faculties hostage

I’m slaving away
Been here all day
Quit your *******,
I'm in the kitchen
With repetition
Whippin it ~
chu see the flick of the wrist?
April 2017
 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Imran Islam
You still live in my broken heart
then who comes into your dream
I have prayed for you, darling
but someone else won the game!

How will I walk by the ocean
without you in the rain,
How can be I healed, when
your love turned into pain!

Today you have left my hands
one day you will forget my name
I'll always paint your memories
tho' you've drawn me in the blame.

You'll remember me in teardrops
while I'll be dancing with the stars
then I will give you my happiness
and make you smile from Mars!
 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Moony
is there a possibility
that I have already died?
I don't feel real
and the pressure on my chest grows too tight
maybe I'm already rotting away
maybe that's why my eyes have turned white
 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Moony
pieces
 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Moony
the second I found you my world got torn into pieces
I stood there, terrified, tears filling my eyes
you looked my in the eyes with a comforting smile
"it's alright"
"I've got pieces too"
we put our pieces together
and I think I like this world more then the one I lost
 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Moony
no matter how hard I run
you always keep up
you always keep chasing me
everywhere I go
I used to feel comfort with you behind me
but now all I feel is anger
fear that you might put a knife trough my chest
but I can't turn around
I can't face you
I can't tell you to stop
because then I won't know where you are
and no one will be behind me if I fall
 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Moony
dying
 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Moony
I'm watching myself
as I fall apart
I watch my bones turn to dust
I hear the failing of my heart
and I look around
they are smiling as they stare
because even when I'm dying
no one even tries to care
depression
 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Moony
that day
 Jan 2022 jdmaraccini
Moony
you shone so bright
I saw sparkles in your eyes
like the stars in the sky that night

now all I you feel is pain
your eyes are left empty
I'm sorry I left that day
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