Marriage has never been something I had to do,
my family want's me to, they want me to have kids and be happy with someone,
Though marriage has never been something I had to do,
more something I never want to do,
sure I want to fall in love and make it work,
but I hope they know marriage will never be something I do.
I talked to my girlfriend once about marriage cause she wanted to,
she said she wanted a big wedding, outside,
We didn't last that long.
Then I met a boy, he didn't talk about the future all that much
he said he could see kids,
we broke up too.
You see marriage has never been absolut for me,
more of a never,
but more and more lately I find myself thinking a bit about it,
wondering why I don't want it,
I was wondering till one of my friends said
'Just find the person who you fall for so hard the though of not marrying with them and calming them as yours hurts'
It sounded romantic and I could imagine my vows,
but even after hear that, it still wasn't enough to make me want it.
Marriage has never been something I have to do,
Marriage has never been a dream of mine,
Marriage has never once crossed my mind other then in passing,
Marriage is something I'll probably never have,
and that's okay, cause if I can be with someone for life with out using a ring to claim them as mine, and them having my last name, then hell out relationship is strong, and were not trapped with in the walls of having to get divorced if we grow tired.
Marriage has never been something I have to do.
Just kind of a way of getting out my thoughts, idk, it kinda ***** to me, hope anyone who comes across it like it.