I'll take whatever comes my way. No longer happy with myself. Although you've taken my pride away. I believe these drugs will help. The devil's sitting on my shoulder. Angel's nowhere in sight. I pray that when I get much older, everything will come to light. When it comes to the end of day. My demons will come out to play. What I thought was happiness isn't true. Look at the stars, they shine for you. The storm has come and I can't see them. Don't want to be here, I'd rather be them. Do you ever feel like your world's at end? Desensitize my mind and all that is meant. How can I believe that my heart is heaven sent? Repeatedly convinced that I am not who I dreamt. Wish I could see what I saw when I slept. My heart in his palm, that he kept. Optimus Prime on a pretty orange pill. Swallow my pride and my body stands still. Numbing every emotion that I could possibly feel. Seems as if I don't know what's real.