J - Hello Poetry

J Apr 27

I Wish

I Wish you knew
How I felt
How I miss you

I Wish we could be
Where we were before
Where I knew you wanted me

I Wish you understood
What you meant to me
What you represented

Perhaps it was all hope...
Hope of a future that was never meant to be

Goodbye A.... I wish I could fall for you again... because it was magic.

J Apr 14

You lied

You said
“I’m not going anywhere”
…
Silly me, believing you
You loved so hard
Just to leave me like this
…
But why?
…
Guess there’s things
I’ll never know

J Apr 7

Not Over

From fairytale to stuttering
But we’re still going
Just a lot slower
…
Love doesn’t just happen
…
Just tell me you’ll
Come back to me

So we can be
Just like we were before

J Mar 20

I Instantly Knew (16 w)

From the very first glance,

You were different,
This was different,

Together, we could be special?

Maybe this is it? ❤️

J Jan 2021

Home

In every corner
I have a memory
Of us together

Lying side by side
Talking the night away
With food nearby

It hurt knowing
You would never
Come back home

#home #comeback

J Nov 2020

Communication

I knew I had an issue with some people,
But I never thought I would struggle with you
Sometimes I don't know what to say
And it turns into you shouting at me
I just sit there and I take it
Because I don't wanna make things worse

One day I won't just sit there and take it
And I fear what will happen that day
You say you hate conflict
But it seems like I hate it more
So I sit there and I take it
Because I don't wanna make things worse

sometimes this is how I feel

#talking #communication #failing

J Nov 2020

I’m fine

I’m getting tired of saying

I’m fine

I don’t want to talk to people to lie

I’m fine

I don’t want to pretend in meetings

I’m fine

I can’t take time off to lie to myself

I’m fine

#im #fine