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  Oct 2021 Jade Lima
Jade
I can feel it choking me
The plea for silence
The pain forced into my head
The the firey grip in my chest
A hand over my mouth
The constant swatting at my eyes
They go everywhere
The tears soak through my shirt
They run down my cheeks
I tilt my head
They create a new route to smother me
But what ever happens
Those quiet fears
I am allowed to cry
But only silent tears
Jade Lima Oct 2021
Life is a waste of time and every entitled person made it so.
Why the hell did life succumb to everyone's egos and greed?
Why the hell are people devolving?
Why the hell are you people THIS ******* DAFT!?
I'm so sick and tired of this "game" and everyone's pettiness that I'm left wanting to ***** profusely.
What the **** happened to leaving people alone if they didn't do a single ******* thing to you.
And if you did Why the hell are those people more reasonable?
Why the hell is life an imbecillic mess of brain dead nymphos making my ******* brain lobes burst from their stupidity?
IM THE ONE WHOS ******* BRAIN DEAD BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE ARE SO ******* ******* AND NOW IM ******* ****** THAT I CANT CALL YOU DESPICABLE SACKS OF DAFT FLESH ANYTHING WORSE.
GO. TO. *******. HELL.
oh yeah and on the way there I hope you go through exactly what you all did to me plus brutal torture but faster๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ–•
Jade Lima Oct 2021
There was never room for animal instincts.
You people are ******* idiots if you think primal means everlasting.
You ******* idiots need to use your ******* ******* brains and stop thinking you're superior because you know more reverse psychology.
What did this mess cause? A means to a ******* end.
And everyone's left belligerent and brain dead.
You're all drowning in your narcissism and no one can win.
Because you're all so ******* quick to fill your selfish needs and greed and your disgustingly entitled dread.
******* all. Just because you people are trapped in some way doesn't mean other people aren't. Life is no fair but you people play God, the devil, and whatever else is ******* out there because nothing will ever stop you peoples need to fill your ******* fuckimg egos. **** yourselves. I wish you all let me die already but no you all just HAVE to make THIS my life. GO TO HELL AND ******* RIP YOUR GENITALS OFF ON THE WAY DOWN
Jade Lima Oct 2021
I can't believe I ever had the wits to apologize.
Because all you people ever do is bring peoples demise.
I hope you imbeciles reach an excruciating apocalyptic end.
Because you people take whatever you see fit with no will to let people mend.
So with your daft stolen minds and alter egos, I will never have any mercy to you people to show.
It says something when you people do the very same by your own hands, and single others out because you bigots can't take where you stand.
Because now it's not only you ignorant renegades who want blood.
I wish death upon you all, and there should never be any remorse for you peoples sins because you lie cheat and steal and put the masses through more than what you hide with your tongue. (Just for you brain dead idiots that means you're all lying)
Everyone can go to hell.๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿคข๐Ÿ‘ฟ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ’€โ˜ 
Jade Lima Oct 2021
Day after day, slowly going insane.
Sane insanity and level headedness is both a blessing and a curse.
My life is being dragged through the dirt.
I'm always sorry, but life just hurts.
Desecration only goes so far.
But I'm left with deepening scars.
If only I could rid this mess from my mind and being.
But life is no longer something I can fathom breathing.
There is no beauty instilled.
So I guess I can say goodbye to any free will.
I guess it was just an illusion, but life is nothing more than a hoax filled with confusion.
Sorry๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿค•
Edit: ******* people I regret writing this. I wish I could say worse but look at that you all finally made me *******
Jade Lima Oct 2021
Death is a fleeting friend.
And with that I don't want to handle it again.
So with this army of belligerent renegades,
It's clear that I'll never find a way to be saved.
It turns out I'm more or less a slave.
So why do I time and time again get tangled in their mess of a game?
I guess they can't be tamed, but at the same time why does all of this seem like an untimely fate?
It's a fact that these people will never learn their lesson.
So I guess I'll spend the rest of my days second guessing.
Life is valueless, meaningless, senseless, contradictory, pointless, crude, and you people are so demented that you're mostly useless. Leave me alone for the love of whatever it is.
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