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i s a b e l l a Sep 2018
vs
I dig my nails into my skin
and sob at my red marked back
I spit out vile words at myself
and lay in bed all day

I caress your skin
trace circles on your bare back
I say nothing but sweet words to you
and hold you in my arms all day

Why don't I treat myself as nice as you do to me?
Why don't I treat myself as nice as I do to you?
i s a b e l l a Sep 2018
and i'm not sure if you have noticed
but i'm waiting for this void
to be filled up
by your sweet honey voice

i'm starting to feel like
i am a dying flower
that you no longer flock to
in search of pollination
where did you go? why do you no longer want to talk to me? where did all the love go?
i s a b e l l a Sep 2018
I miss you so much
And I wonder if you
Ever think about me
As much as I
Think about you
i s a b e l l a Aug 2018
Her words fell out into
the darkness of her car,
my vision blurry
from the tears flowing
from my eyes

She wipes them away

Her kisses feel like a goodbye
but in my heart
in my veins
in the way the sun rises every morning
I know that she will find her way back to me
that no matter how long we are apart
working on making ourselves the best versions
of who we are meant to be
I know that
she will come back

We hurt so much
because we hurt ourselves
we didn't want any more damage
even though her saying
we need time apart
felt like I was losing a part of myself

She wants to be the best version of herself
for her
but also for me
and my heart will continue to beat
with those words

I know she'll find her way back to me

She is the sun rising every morning
to greet my waking eyes
i s a b e l l a Aug 2018
I haven't written a poem in a year
I'm uninspired
and there's no ink pouring from my tongue
I am drained of creativity
Life has become a mirage
I am a ghost
floating through moments
a robot
staring at a screen
day after day
waiting for the moment
where I wake up
and feel alive
i s a b e l l a Nov 2017
her
God! The taste of her lips haunts me
and I have never been so transfixed.
Her peaceful state of slumber draws
me closer and my fingers dance on
her skin like they were meant to be
there. God! Even when I am alone
my mind is occupied and it feels like
we never parted. I want to hold her
forever and never let her love go.
God! How did I get so lucky?!
i s a b e l l a Jul 2017
you said you give relationships your all
but i only see you trying
when you break things off
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