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247 · Oct 2015
Untitled
DarkDepriment Oct 2015
Why is it that when you finally get what you want
You suddenly don't want it anymore?
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
Kissing me awake is the best breakfast in bed
Poetry and Lemon Tea= best medicine. (:
241 · Apr 2015
What Doesn't Kill You:
DarkDepriment Apr 2015
Kills you mentally
Your no longer the person you use to be
It's like someone new has a residence inside of you,
Yeah your stronger, but that new strength is what's blocking you away from the world


What Doesnt **** You ,
Scars you for life
The vicious memories are bunches of blocks in your head,
visions that you will not release,
Pain that you will forever indure


What Doesn't  **** You
Should have killed you,
Because now you cheated death, and now death is what you've become.
241 · May 2015
Untitled
DarkDepriment May 2015
Sorry for those nights when your eyes cried and you couldn't think of one reason to smile
You didn't deserve to be left alone with your thoughts which were attacking your conscious and making your insides bleed  
The feeling of fire burning in your veins is from that last conversation you had with the love of your life
And I'm sorry that you can't forget any of the details of what you've been through but your life is not over, you can not give up.
240 · Jun 2015
Things I Get Use To
DarkDepriment Jun 2015
He didn't understand why I liked storms
But what he never realized is that
Everytime he left me
I felt like one
240 · Mar 2014
Your Different
DarkDepriment Mar 2014
Your quiet but your mind is loud
Soaking up every little thing you hear or see
Studying and carefully concentrating on the creatures
The creatures functioning around you
Your the one that hides out in the big parties
Taking up the wonderful space in the corner
Taking photograpic memories of everyone in the room
Laughing drinking and forgetting there problems
You watch
And you silently wish that was you


But you have no idea
That being different is the best thing you can be
And you should feel bad for them
Cause they're not different
In fact they're all the same
238 · Jul 2014
Going deeper in my mind...
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
I could describe my heartbreaks in the most saddest way
But most of all in my eyes they were black and white in slow motion
A trance of darkness
Drowning in it deeper than any love I've ever witnessed
And the only question swirling in the back of mind was could I ever love again?
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
Brain

Could you give me a **** break?
Your always running and scared
Why the hell are you so scared?
And sad? What did the insane world do to you that made you so closed off yet powered on?

Heart

Your sneaky I can't trust you
You make me love to easily
Do you remember my neighbors?
The sons? I've never even had a conversation with them all they do is stare at me all the time and you have me thinking they feel much more.
Leave me be please. With true emotions.


People

Stop hurting me. I know you don't care but your just making me hate the world even more, "your pushing me so further into the dark that I'm starting to see tunnels, and people who live there."
Your pushing me so further into the dark that I'm starting to see tunnels, and people who live there"
And that's deep.




Meaning- the depression, sadness, hurt, pushed me away to make me feel even more alone. Took me to a dark state of mind, then I meant ones in the dark who are also like me and now I don't feel so alone.
238 · Jun 2015
Tic Toc
DarkDepriment Jun 2015
You all say that I am very close to my deliverance

But I feel as though I am farther then ever before.
237 · Apr 2015
For You
DarkDepriment Apr 2015
Yearning for the night I can roll over and find your lips instead of a lousy text message
Or when I have a bad dream and your right next to me to wake me and tell me that i was dreaming so let's go make some coffee and you can tell me all about it
237 · Apr 2014
Writers block
DarkDepriment Apr 2014
You all inspire me to write and you excite me with your creative minds
But when my excited fingers reach my keyboard
I think of nothing to write about
The feeling is nothing but depressing.
236 · May 2015
amrak
DarkDepriment May 2015
A heartbreaker is something you swore
you'd never be
But what would you do
if I told you That a heartbreaker
is exactly
what you've become?
Karma - amrak
DarkDepriment May 2015
The fact that you feel so utterly and painfully alone, Having flashbacks and vivid dreams of what use to be

but what use to be isnt your reality so its hard to face it.
Its so hard to come to terms with the fact that you need him but he doesnt need you

You made the mistake of making him your world and loving him more then you love yourself




To Be Continued. . .
236 · May 2014
I Tried but...
DarkDepriment May 2014
I couldn't find any candy or fruit that
Tastes sweeter than your lips.
235 · Jun 2015
:(
DarkDepriment Jun 2015
:(
People have made me so uncomfortable in society. They say be yourself but if they don't like it they'll say "Not Like That."
235 · Apr 2014
6w
DarkDepriment Apr 2014
6w
Your lips are my pain reliever.
234 · Aug 2014
I Want You
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
" Hungry fingertips anxious to feel even an inch of your soft skin "
Nights.
234 · Jul 2015
Untitled
DarkDepriment Jul 2015
Still wanna know why they were strong enough to stay in high school and I wasn't...
233 · Jun 2015
Untitled
DarkDepriment Jun 2015
The moment you let people's opinions about you hurt your feelings
Just know that your giving them full control over you and the way you feel about yourself.
DarkDepriment Apr 2014
I'D Rather Feel Pain Then Nothing At All .
232 · Jun 2014
Conclusions (Notebook III)
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
I've taken my time and thought
about relationships
My past mistakes and my future goals
I put my old relationships and old feelings in a box
I burned it to ashes and wished it away
I didn't know what to do
I was lost until I finally came to the conclusion that I just Need someone who needs me.
230 · May 2014
11:06pm
DarkDepriment May 2014
Things I learned about being in love:

If Its Real,

It wont Ever go away Darling.
229 · Jun 2015
Untitled
DarkDepriment Jun 2015
My feelings change faster then the days go by
228 · Jun 2014
Flames
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
The worst part about break ups

Seeing them do the same things they use to do with you , with someone else.
227 · Jun 2015
Untitled
DarkDepriment Jun 2015
Or maybe I loved him because I was at my worst and he still thought I was perfect.
227 · Apr 2014
Fear
DarkDepriment Apr 2014
You should only fear things you do not know.
225 · Jun 2014
Now That I'm Conscious
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
I'm running out of pain pills for my headaches
Im getting less upset that you don't want me
The pain I felt is now numb
And it seems the rain doesn't effect my outlook anymore
Either way I'm colder than I was before
My skin doesn't warm up at the sound of your voice anymore
Things around me are quickly changing
But I'm still intact with my feelings
224 · Mar 2014
Love You
DarkDepriment Mar 2014
I don't know maybe it was the way you smiled at me everytime our bodies brushed one another's when we would walk side by side
Or maybe it fascinated me how much
You loved every single thing I did
And how much you inspired me to be better
Or maybe just maybe it was the fact that when every single thing seemed wrong in my life
You would figure out a way to flip every situation and make it feel right
                   And for that
I Love You
Old thoughts from old feelings I'd like to share
224 · Aug 2014
Xx
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
**
Forgive me for I have loved so many
I forgot the most important
Which was myself.
224 · Aug 2014
8w
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
8w
Wish I could make you feel my pain.
221 · Mar 2014
Poets Are Created
DarkDepriment Mar 2014
Its that time again
That time of  night when you cant sleep
Your mind running a mile a minute
Its filled with millions of thoughts
You've got to release
Your heart and brain are working together creating
Different ways for you to let go of these feelings with
Words
And thats how us
The poets are created
221 · Mar 2014
Worst Way~
DarkDepriment Mar 2014
Because I love you in the worst way
You are no good for me
221 · May 2014
Truths ~
DarkDepriment May 2014
Nothing saddens me more than
Knowing that our love was so
Weak
That you went to go get what I have
From another girl
221 · Mar 2015
YOU
DarkDepriment Mar 2015
YOU
You mean nothing and everything to me.
220 · Apr 2015
How is it possible...
DarkDepriment Apr 2015
To Have bones in your body...


                                  Tonsils in your throat,


Teeth in your mouth,


          
                                         Taste buds on your tongue,



A heart beating in your chest





And still manage to feel unbearably empty?
How?

Lonely women's thoughts when night falls.
220 · Jul 2015
Lost
DarkDepriment Jul 2015
It's that feeling you get when you don't exactly know what your feelings
220 · Jun 2015
?
DarkDepriment Jun 2015
?
If I don't get that Rush when you kiss me
If the butterflies don't come when your around...
Then does that mean your not the one?
219 · Jul 2014
Who else does this?
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
I lay in bed at night thinking ...

And thinking

Thinking

Thinking and thinking

And ****

I think to much.
****. I know . But who else can't stop there mind from going a mile a minute with thoughts of everything in the world?
219 · Apr 2014
Ocean
DarkDepriment Apr 2014
We swam to the bottom of the ocean
To find beauty
But all we found was                       Darkness
219 · Aug 2014
Daily Reminder:
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
Don't fall in love with him.
217 · Apr 2014
You can Never Learn to much
DarkDepriment Apr 2014
While sitting in my room
Only watching tv shows
I've come to the realization that they
All had the same subliminal message
they showed me that some of the people closest to you could be your enemies
Like your friends and even family

I've come to the realization that even a certain light could be a disguise of darkness
I realized that this bottle of ***** and these shot glasses of patron
Only numb this seemingly temporary pain
And could literally **** up my life

I hope you all someday come to the realization that nothing is really what it seems
So don't make a temporary decision to fulfil a desire for your demons
Cause all you'll get in return is a lifetime of regret
Think about the results of things before you do them & watch the people around you (;
217 · Sep 2014
Trapped
DarkDepriment Sep 2014
Ever want to runaway, but you have no where to go?
216 · Jul 2015
Untitled
DarkDepriment Jul 2015
Is every mistake forgivable?
Yes
216 · May 2015
Don't Forget It
DarkDepriment May 2015
One thing you'll regret most of all
Is staying quiet instead of saying what you feel
Because nothing's worse then unsaid words, un expressed feelings, or a mistaken broken heart.
215 · Jun 2015
Untitled
DarkDepriment Jun 2015
I'm the white spaces between every single word.
215 · Aug 2014
To tell you the truth
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
I truly hated my name
Until my ears got the pleasure of hearing it come from your sweet lips
214 · Jul 2014
15w and a Broken Heart
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
I still don't understand why the people you love the most, hurt you the most.
213 · Jun 2014
Mine
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
In you, I found myself.
212 · Jul 2014
Holes
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
Fill your emptiness in my emptiness so I can at least feel something.
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