We swam to the bottom of the ocean
To find beauty
But all we found was                       Darkness

You told me It was math that you were bad at and history you didn't remember,
You reminded me that science was your worst subject and reading to you is boring,
Then our teacher told me that you got a B on your report card for math and passing grades on history and science, I was told that reading was your greatest subject and when you lie you blink twice,
you've been blinking everytime we have a conversation, every single thing you've ever said to me was a lie, I wasnt paying attention to the signs only your eyes that kept blinking but I liked the color so i didn't think twice.

Every time I think it's getting better
It gets worse

Hoping you notice me
Hoping I got your attention

Nothing saddens me more than
Knowing that our love was so
Weak
That you went to go get what I have
From another girl

If I admit that something you did to me hurt my feelings then that is me being vulnerable to you because I could have just Easily acted as if what you do does not bother me, but I don't and that's the advantage you have over me.

Use your heart to see everything, and not your eyes.

I feel so good
so in love with you

But after you leave
I feel like you don't exist anymore, you were just a void or

Something.

Fill your emptiness in my emptiness so I can at least feel something.

Darling

Night time was made for us to say things we couldn't say during the day

Oh and some people Are not gonna like you but who the **** cares?

Roses are red

Violets are blue

These are colors of flowers.

If I were you
I'd cherish every moment with me
Because I won't be this way forever.

Why do we make promises we do not keep?
Why do we anger loved ones?

Why are we all looking for love?

Why are we always sad?

Why are we all angry?

Why don't we see life's purpose?

Why ??

Because we are all Human.

The pain is my only reminder of your existence.

Lately I'm lost

More lost then ever before |

Breathe. Look me in the eyes. Kiss me.

I'm so sorry baby
I'm so scared
Your words sound like the most beautiful melody ever made
I'm trying to believe everything you say to me but I've been lied to before, so sorry if I come off a little rude and ignore your messages at times but you have to keep pushing me to actually see that you love me
Love shouldnt be hard, it should be magical, you should know from the scars I've shown you and the stories I've told you at the crack of dawn that my past is a storm awaiting to pass over
I'm so sorry baby
I hope you really do love me
I hope this is truly the real thing, I hope that when things get hard you and I will stand even closer together and show the world that our love is unbreakable
I will love you unconditionally but just remember that I'm so scared

I don't want the memory to disappear

I just don't want to think about it.

Disappearing doesn't sound so bad anymore.

So far this isn't the beginning of summer
It's the beginning of hell.

Everyone told me it feels so good
But no one said it would hurt so terribly bad

Why do you ask for brutal honesty
But turn ice cold when I give it to you?

I was never in love with you

I was in love with the Idea, the adventure

And I'm not sorry for that.

When you walked through that door

I realized right then and there

What people meant when they said

Something

Took there breath away |

The first time I reach out to you
And need you the most
You treat me the opposite way of what I needed
How could you do me that way?
That is not love

Not being pretty enough
Or not feeling good enough
Or just simply not being "enough" for someone has got to be the worst feeling in the universe.

It is truly amazing

                          When you meet someone

and you feel that connection


                              That changes your life forever.

There's so many amazing poets in this world. (:

There is no easy way



                               To say hard things

Right now things seem the same but months from now where gonna say they were so different ~

Run warm water
Set colorful candles around the tub
Dim the lights in the bathroom
Lay in the tub and forget everything
Forget the pain
Sorrow
Sadness
Heartbreak
Because none of this matters at this time
tend to yourself
Clear your mind
Body
And settle your soul
And if someone in your house calls your name
Ignore them
Because this is your time

It's a love so deep, so pure,
That i don't know how to handle it
So I push you away.

All of his friends kept dying
And then You decided to leave as well
You told him he deserved better but all he wanted was you
Your so **** selfish
Because you left that boy and he needed you.

Your so broken

Your so jaded.

When I'm with you
I get lost in my stupid feelings
And loose all my common sense
It's a love
Hate thing.

Rereading old messages wishing we could go back to that Beginning stage of the relationship where everything is new and our love was pure.

You tell me all you feel is pain

But you must have forgotten

That sunshine Only comes after the

Rain ♥

I wanna give up
I honestly do
But then I think of you

My favorite hello

&

My hardest goodbye.

I almost thought I didn't have a heart
But that was until you left
And then I knew I had one because I felt it...breaking.

I was always hopeful.

Your right

We can get Addicted to a certain kind of sadness

Fall in love with words,
not the Person who's saying them.

I can even feel the distance far away
When where texting.

I knew you were heartless because when you smiled you looked dead.

In a crowd I'm lost in it
Staring at each and every individual human being
Knowing that each and every one of them have there own lives, there own stories to tell.