You told me It was math that you were bad at and history you didn't remember,
You reminded me that science was your worst subject and reading to you is boring,
Then our teacher told me that you got a B on your report card for math and passing grades on history and science, I was told that reading was your greatest subject and when you lie you blink twice,
you've been blinking everytime we have a conversation, every single thing you've ever said to me was a lie, I wasnt paying attention to the signs only your eyes that kept blinking but I liked the color so i didn't think twice.

I had a dream about you last night...

You were running but you didnt seem to see me

I called your name but you didn't seem to hear me

I was there all along but you never noticed me.

I know now that my dream was just a mirror reflecting the reality of my situation.

So in reality
Im always there, and you ALWAYS avoid me.

If I admit that something you did to me hurt my feelings then that is me being vulnerable to you because I could have just Easily acted as if what you do does not bother me, but I don't and that's the advantage you have over me.

If I were you
I'd cherish every moment with me
Because I won't be this way forever.

Lately I'm lost

More lost then ever before |

The pain is my only reminder of your existence.

Hoping you notice me
Hoping I got your attention

Every time I think it's getting better
It gets worse

Why do we make promises we do not keep?
Why do we anger loved ones?

Why are we all looking for love?

Why are we always sad?

Why are we all angry?

Why don't we see life's purpose?

Why ??

Because we are all Human.

Use your heart to see everything, and not your eyes.

I feel so good
so in love with you

But after you leave
I feel like you don't exist anymore, you were just a void or

Something.

Darling

Night time was made for us to say things we couldn't say during the day

Roses are red

Violets are blue

These are colors of flowers.

Disappearing doesn't sound so bad anymore.

Why do you ask for brutal honesty
But turn ice cold when I give it to you?

Breathe. Look me in the eyes. Kiss me.

She doesn't love anymore
Actually
She doesn't even feel anymore

Dry throat

                Thudding heart beat
Body shaking

                       Mind racing
Chaos in my body

I'm so sorry baby
I'm so scared
Your words sound like the most beautiful melody ever made
I'm trying to believe everything you say to me but I've been lied to before, so sorry if I come off a little rude and ignore your messages at times but you have to keep pushing me to actually see that you love me
Love shouldnt be hard, it should be magical, you should know from the scars I've shown you and the stories I've told you at the crack of dawn that my past is a storm awaiting to pass over
I'm so sorry baby
I hope you really do love me
I hope this is truly the real thing, I hope that when things get hard you and I will stand even closer together and show the world that our love is unbreakable
I will love you unconditionally but just remember that I'm so scared

I was never in love with you

I was in love with the Idea, the adventure

And I'm not sorry for that.

I don't want the memory to disappear

I just don't want to think about it.

The first time I reach out to you
And need you the most
You treat me the opposite way of what I needed
How could you do me that way?
That is not love

Everyone told me it feels so good
But no one said it would hurt so terribly bad

So far this isn't the beginning of summer
It's the beginning of hell.

Right now things seem the same but months from now where gonna say they were so different ~

There's so many amazing poets in this world. (:

Oh and some people Are not gonna like you but who the **** cares?

It is truly amazing

                          When you meet someone

and you feel that connection


                              That changes your life forever.

When you walked through that door

I realized right then and there

What people meant when they said

Something

Took there breath away |

Run warm water
Set colorful candles around the tub
Dim the lights in the bathroom
Lay in the tub and forget everything
Forget the pain
Sorrow
Sadness
Heartbreak
Because none of this matters at this time
tend to yourself
Clear your mind
Body
And settle your soul
And if someone in your house calls your name
Ignore them
Because this is your time

Not being pretty enough
Or not feeling good enough
Or just simply not being "enough" for someone has got to be the worst feeling in the universe.

There is no easy way



                               To say hard things

When I'm with you
I get lost in my stupid feelings
And loose all my common sense
It's a love
Hate thing.

You tell me all you feel is pain

But you must have forgotten

That sunshine Only comes after the

Rain ♥

Rereading old messages wishing we could go back to that Beginning stage of the relationship where everything is new and our love was pure.

Your so broken

Your so jaded.

It's a love so deep, so pure,
That i don't know how to handle it
So I push you away.

I can even feel the distance far away
When where texting.

I wanna give up
I honestly do
But then I think of you

I knew you were heartless because when you smiled you looked dead.

My favorite hello

&

My hardest goodbye.

Your right

We can get Addicted to a certain kind of sadness

All of his friends kept dying
And then You decided to leave as well
You told him he deserved better but all he wanted was you
Your so **** selfish
Because you left that boy and he needed you.

I was always hopeful.

Fall in love with words,
not the Person who's saying them.

In a crowd I'm lost in it
Staring at each and every individual human being
Knowing that each and every one of them have there own lives, there own stories to tell.

I almost thought I didn't have a heart
But that was until you left
And then I knew I had one because I felt it...breaking.