Overwhelmed with feelings of pain
I can't get over it
I can't get through it
My heart aches
I know I messed up
How can I forgive myself?
I do this every time
I always mess it up
I am not meant to be
My heart hurts
Things will never be the same

I wish I didn't feel
Nothing would be a big deal

I wish I didn't cry
It would be much easier to say goodbye

I wish I didn't love
People would be painless to let go of

I wish I could change the past
Take back things I've said
And things I've done

I wish I could change the past
Tell myself that I'm okay
And I'll be alright

I wish I could change the past
Tell those few how I feel
and how they've changed me

I never deserved him,
He's special and unique

Our conversations were memorable,
Flirty and fun

I was quite broken,
Emotional and distressed

Our relationship was ruined,
By me and my emotions

I will never forget,
His smile and his humor

I will always admire,
His heart and his soul