i know You're perfect
You disagree
i know i'm selfish
or else i'd leave

i tried to keep You safe
for so long
i kept my demons tame
but brick by brick
You broke apart Your wall
i stepped back
in a lame attempt
to protect You
but still, i watched from a distance.
Aware my demons consumed me
long ago, as You
removed the last brick
keeping me out
my devil eyed
the gap fit as an entrance
"I like you." You said.
calling my undomesticated darkness
inside, rewarding my patience,
allowing me to finally possess
my Long Desired Angel

feelings i've created
within myself, gated.
i lost my humanity
to regain my sanity
eagerly they open
release my emotion
sixth man made door
spilling, frees more

i want to keep going
but i don't want to hide my scars

Against my wrist i pressed the blade
"you look pretty, by the way."

my blistering heart bleeds over Your glow
from Your septic attempts to get inside
i won't say goodbye before i go
a cheerful smile for the sorrow i hide

yes, i want to be with You
Angelic Beauty, You're all i see
You know i'd stay loyal and true
i'll be Yours, have all of me
Your soul, so pure and new
i can't amount, unfortunately