art never
     comes <3
from
happiness

Therapy, what a stupid waste of time
all these ******* perfect people
with their ******* perfect words
if i say im happy i drift away
if they know im sad...theres hell to pay
when momma thinks im sad
thats when she makes me take my meds
and when i take my meds you know that someone will be dead.
for these little tiny pills make me loose my ******* head
:)

Ever since i met you...












...No one else is even worth thinking about

intoxicated by sadness
in love with madness

O            I
am       my
own         way
of    being   in
view  and     yet
invisible          at
once,   hearing
everything
you   see,   I
see   all   of
whatever  you
can have  heard.
Even  inside  the
deep   silences   of
black   silhouettes.
Like  these  images
of furry surfaces
darkly playing cat
and mouse with your
doubts about wether
other mind can ever
be drawn from hiding
and made to be heard.
An inferred language
i can  speak only in
your   voice, are you
done   with my shadow?
that   thread of dark.
word                    
can                
all                    
          run                                  
out                  
now                        
and                                
end                      
our            
tale.                
...

i spelled it out clear as day
I  L O V E  Y O U
please look my way...
I spelled his name for all to see
Placed on my wrist
Sharpied on
your better than this

I know i'm not supposed to
I know i shouldn't care
but how can i not catch feelings
when you're always right there

roses are red
violets are blue
sugar is sweet
and so are you

But the roses are wilting...
THE VIOLETS ARE DEAD...
The sugar bowl's empty
and so is your head.

.Take Me Away.
D R Y   M Y   E Y E S
.Bring the color back to my skies.

roses are red
yoda is green
my light saber needs two hands
if ya know what i mean

Is it over?
...
.....
.......
.........
...........
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do you still love me?

When I Say I'm Ok
I Want You To Approach Me
Hug Me Tight And Say...
"I know you're not"

when i needed you most
when i needed a friend
you let me down now
like i let you down then

you know that I'm

  f
   a
   l
    l
    i
     n
    g
    .
    .
    .

I'm falling for you

Ring around the rosie
Pocket full of posies
Now it's too late, I'l never wake
And now you'll never know me
.

What do i have to loose?
If i'm already loosing you...

.
I wasn't always crazy
Till I met this ***** named Carolin
A lot of you might actually know her
Her real name's....uh...heroine
.