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251 · Jul 2016
Color Me Impressed
Samm Marie Jul 2016
I can no longer distinguish
The blurred line between
Realism and pessimism
Because I've grown to be an
Idealistic pessimist with twinges of
Realistic thought
251 · Mar 2022
Cracked Rosé
Samm Marie Mar 2022
My heart longs for the fantasy I once believed in
250 · Oct 2017
This I Know Is True
Samm Marie Oct 2017
The world stands
Still so that our
Responses will
Propel us forward
250 · Feb 2023
Another Plane of Existing
Samm Marie Feb 2023
I mourn the life I'll never live
249 · May 2016
Please Take Me Home
Samm Marie May 2016
I'm far too tired
To put up
With this ****
249 · Aug 2016
Heart Brake
Samm Marie Aug 2016
You have got to stop
Rushing head first into every little spark
Because sometimes they don't exist
And even when they do
You always end up hurt
I know you don't want to hear this
But just listen
Pull up the emergency brake
The next time you think about falling in love
Because that in itself is wrong
Completely, utterly, ridiculous
You shouldn't be thinking about falling in love
You seem to mistake the gas pedal
For the floor brake
You don't cohesively use left and right
It's like you don't know they could work together
So I am begging you
If you aren't going to use the full power of braking
Taking a heart recess
Then act like you are just beginning
Be terrified and brave
Gently press the gas
Not to hard
And if you start speeding
I'm go to pull your heart's emergency brake
Because whiplash in love
Is awful
Concessive hearts don't beat right
And a broken heart is always caused by
A heart not braking
248 · Aug 2016
Oxygen Exchange
Samm Marie Aug 2016
I breathe in hatred
I bleed out love
Welcome home
248 · Jul 2016
Welcome, House Guests
Samm Marie Jul 2016
Welcome to my humble abode
Where dreams are dreamed
And lies are told
Welcome into the deepest parts
Where secrets are kept
And scars are dark
There's no excuse
For the misconduct here
But you're the one who entered
If you don't think
Pain exists near
You're dumber than I thought
Because I've welcomed you
Into my mind
Get ready for a hellish ride
With plenty of ups
In some different areas
But lots of downs
With lots of thinking
Please respect the location
And pick up after yourself
I don't need another mess
To clean
247 · Apr 2016
Breathe
Samm Marie Apr 2016
Inhale
Exhale
Deep breaths,
My darling
Inhale
Exhale
These things
Take time
Inhale
Exhale
Remember pain
Is temporary
Inhale
Exhale
One, two,
Three, four
Inhale
Exhale*
I promise
I'm still here
247 · Jul 2016
These Hands
Samm Marie Jul 2016
These hands have held many things
Wiped away many tears
Dusted many books
Pushed away many people
These hand have destroyed many opportunities
Created many scars
Drawn many lines
Painted many masterpieces
These hand have been frail many times
Sliced many foods
Written many words
Changed a few lives
These hands have fortified my being
Strengthened my muscles
Danced across many keys
Tried to clean up broken glass
These hands are tired and tried
Broken down
Beat up
And strong
These are the hands that have help
Shape me
246 · Aug 2017
I Am
Samm Marie Aug 2017
Me

*Why would I want to be
anyone else?
246 · Jul 2022
Untitled
Samm Marie Jul 2022
Can a heart break when it's already shattered?
Is that why this pain is different
245 · Jul 2016
Heart
Samm Marie Jul 2016
A heart is not just and object
It's an often mistreated muscle
That works too hard
And is generally too unprotected
There's this phrase
"No glove, no love"
It's a reference to safe ***
But what about safe
Genuine love?
There is no ******
For an unprotected heart
Ergo
An unprotected heart
Has unsafe love
But we've got to be willing
To try
Samm Marie Jul 2016
You cannot haunt me anymore
You threw me away
I ran back
You threw me away
I ran back
You threw me away
I ran back
You threw me away
You ran back
I threw you away
I told myself I was done with you
That I didn't need that abuse
That I didn't need you
But then I thought I did
So I ran back
Oh **** was she ******
And I was ****** at me too
After all I went to someone
Who has done nothing but hurt me
Searching for solace
Then I threw you away
I deleted you altogether
But there's still times when I hear that
******* song
And I can't help but cry
There are times when I see a car
That looks just like yours
And I can't help but wonder
This isn't a love poem by any means
You're the one thing I hate
But you're a ghost of my past
I thought I had dropped
Yet find myself still hanging on
Why the **** won't you leave
Me alone
You don't care
And I don't want you
So if your God is real
May He grant me some solace
And rid you from my mind
Because for the last time in forever
Will the ghost of you
And your false declarations of love
Haunt my ****** up as it is
Soul

Hopefully
Bailey if you read this know that I don't want him anywhere in my life but sometimes it's VERY difficult to forget.
243 · Aug 2017
Right Through the Slippers
Samm Marie Aug 2017
Adali offered Father’s stranger more wine.
We all knew he’d accept.
On our way to the woods though,
Someone stepped upon my dress.
“Oh Yseult,”
Conradine cried.
“Stop imagining things”
They didn’t think I was right.
The trees were beautiful every time
We walked the paths by the midnight moon.
The first was silver,
The second gold,
But we all loved diamonds the most.
Again I could feel someone following:
The trees never made a sound.
“Oh Yseult,”
Ediline hushed.
“You really are too old for these games.”
They didn’t think I was right.
I tugged on Galiana’s left glove-
We’d always been close-
Thinking she’d believe me this once.
But the boys in the boats were too tempting for us.
I told Oskar there was something wrong,
The boat was too heavy for him to row.
“Oh Yseult,”
Irmuska gasped.
“You didn’t even eat today!”
They didn’t think I was right.
Within minutes we arrived
At our sanctuary, our dancing hall.
We laced up our shoes
But I watched the boat groan and rock.
“Oh Yseult,”
Katchen teased.
“That’s just the tide pulling it in.”
They didn’t think I was right.
Hours passed as I danced
With my Oskar.
However, the sinking feeling
We’d been caught lingered.
“Oh Yseult,”
Magnild snorted.
“Your delusioning is quite perturbing.”
They didn’t think I was right.
Oskar took me away
To the side of the room.
He knew my shoes had worn straight through.
I watched out the corner of my eye
A golden chalice float away.
“Oh Yseult,”
Otylia reprimanded.
“Your childish ways are far too much!”
They didn’t think I was right.
The brothers rowed me
And my sisters back home.
Kissing us each goodnight,
They returned to their boats
Thinking we’d see them tomorrow.
I heard a creaking sound behind us.
Once again I tried to warn them.
“Oh Yseult,”
Rille rolled her beautiful eyes.
“Please stop being stupid for once.”
They didn’t think I was right.
We returned to our bedroom
Without further commotion.
When we arrived though
Our secret door would not close.
“Oh Yseult,”
Tieran chided.
“I know you’re youngest, but you can’t be that weak.”
They didn’t think I was right.
Father’s stranger was right in his bed
Snoring loud as inhumanly possible.
I knew it couldn’t be real
So I tried to reason with my sister’s again.
“Oh Yseult,”
Viheke yawned.
“Go to sleep now, you’re far too tired.”
They didn’t think I was right.
When the morning arrived
Father threw open our door.
The anger and happiness
Flowed from him moronically.
In his left hand were branches
Silver, gold, and diamond.
In his right
Was Oskar’s chalice.
Behind him was Father’s stranger
Smug and pleased.
He requested Adali’s hand in marriage,
Just as Father promised.
“Oh Yseult,”
My eleven sisters cried in unison.
“We should have listened!”
They didn’t think I was right.
This is my variation on The Twelve Dancing Princesses. It was a German fairytale so all the names are German. In the story, there are 12 sisters, each prettier than the last. Every day they are exhausted and their dancing slippers are worn out. Their father questions them but they refuse to answer. He instead declares that he will give his kingdom and daughters to the first person who can figure out the mystery. Each participant only has 3 days to solve the puzzle and faces death if he fails. One day a soldier comes. He has been given a cloak by an old woman in the forest. It will make him invisible. She also warns him not to eat or drink anything the princesses offer. He discovers that the princesses sneak out each night to meet with 12 princes and they dance the night away until they've worn out their slippers. He collects each of the items I used in the poem as evidence. The morning after the third night he approaches the king with his evidence. He is given one princess and becomes heir to the kingdom. The princesses are cursed for their disobedience.
Samm Marie Aug 2017
That I am my own person
So you must *******
And allow me to breathe
Samm Marie Jan 2017
I'm a primary document to all the **** I have said
You are obviously not a historian
For you favor your secondary documents
To the main source

Didn't your mama teach you
To not be a *****-addicted *****
Who needs to drown yourself in the
Lies society tells you

I don't know if your daddy ever told you
But you don't lie to women like me
You really shouldn't **** with people like me
Because I don't know if you know this but

I'm the kind of ***** who run
In a wedding dress and stripper heels
Because hunny, you **** me off

Should I write your eulogy?
241 · Jul 2016
Because I Damn Well Said So
Samm Marie Jul 2016
You can't walk on me
Ever again in this world
And you stand there dumbfounded
Wondering what the hell it is I'm doing
You can't infer by my ****
All packed up on the sidewalk
And the tears staining my already ***** face
Because you don't care
I could have really loved you
But you never cared
Until you realized
Just now that
I am done being hurt
By you
241 · Apr 2016
When I Return
Samm Marie Apr 2016
I've gone off to find myself
I don't know how long I'll be gone
I need a little space
For my head feels like it's burning

When I return
I hope you will have found yourself
And we can talk of our adventures
That the world threw our way

I'm off to rediscover
A portion of my heart
That I forget how to share
And keep it for myself as well

But when I return
Please welcome me with open arms
Because for you I never
Closed my heart
Samm Marie Jul 2016
I am still uncontrollably in love with him
Even though I promised no more pining
But this isn't pining
Because I don't want to be with him
I just can't stand the thought of
Some other girl
With perfect curves
And beautiful alive hair
With a glow around her
Touch him
Kissing him
Dragging her perfectly manicured hand up and down his chest
As he begins to look feral
And tear off her clothes
STOP
I can' stand the thought of them
Watching a movie together
Playing with our puppies
And wearing my ******* shirt
Holding hands and exchanging butterfly kisses
STOP
I have anxiety just thinking about this
And I know it's not fair
After all, he isn't mine to worry about
I'm just being crazy
And, oh ****, I'm hyperventilating
I can't breathe because this knotted hole
Keeps getting tighter and tighter
I'm going to pass out
But not before I cry
But he's allowed to see other girls now
So why do I want him
STOP
I don't want him for myself
Because I will not pine
I just don't want him with someone that isn't
Me
*****
****
****
Samm Marie Aug 2017
And don't return
At least not until
I truly love myself undeniably

I keep wanting to email you
But I promised myself
I wouldn't cave
239 · Nov 2017
I Think I Just Realized
Samm Marie Jul 2016
I'm the kind of girl
You don't want to **** with
Unless you're ready for an
***-whooping and heart-breaking
237 · Feb 2019
Better Than I Am
Samm Marie Feb 2019
I can be miserably happy,
Messily organized,
And frantically calm
Just so you'll think I'm better than I am
237 · Jan 2017
I Promise
Samm Marie Jan 2017
I meant all those words I said
Did you ever?
Sometimes I still miss him; it still hurts to think about
236 · Aug 2017
V
Samm Marie Aug 2017
V
Very
Vivacious
Victory
Vain
Vein
Ventriloquism
Vaporize
236 · Apr 2016
Promises
Samm Marie Apr 2016
Promises are not
Like pie crusts
They are not
In any way
Meant to be
Broken

Promises are however,
Words to be
Taken with all
Seriousness

They are not
Something one should
Take so lightly
Like you do
Remember to not
Be a total
****
235 · Sep 2016
Forgiven
Samm Marie Sep 2016
I forgive all the pain you caused me
If only because I know I hurt you more
235 · Feb 2017
Beautiful
Samm Marie Feb 2017
It is something that is absolutely
Breathtaking
You can't help but to love it
It's like
A first love
Or a baby's laughter
Or an old couple
Or an awe inspiring scene
It's so wonderful
So pure
And all you can think when you
Encounter it is
*I want something just like that
233 · Mar 2016
Happiness
Samm Marie Mar 2016
Happiness is the gentle breeze that kisses my neck
It is the sound of a new born crying
It is the sight of an amputee's first steps
It is a child's first day of school
It is finding yourself when you didn't know how lost you had been
It is a whispered secret from your best friend
It's the sensation of a first love
It's finding forever in that someone's eyes
It's your dad coming home from war unharmed
It's news that the cancer is no more
It's that acceptance letter you get in the mail
It's a sense of family
It's self respect
It is the feeling that creates bubbles and warm fuzzies
232 · Sep 2016
AP Lit
Samm Marie Sep 2016
I didn't know it was possible
To be scared of a class
To not feel safe simply because
Your every opinion is
Torn apart
Either you are too smart
Or too dumb
No happy medium
231 · Mar 2016
Just Friends
Samm Marie Mar 2016
Does not indicate flirting
And desire to kiss
Or even touch romantically

So what are we?
231 · Nov 2016
If Someone Had Warned Me
Samm Marie Nov 2016
If I had known beforehand
That falling in love
And ending up heartbroken
Were synonymous
I wouldn't have taken the jump
Samm Marie Feb 2017
You are a priceless soul
Trapped in a cheap body
And forced to conform to what society
Has deemed you as
You are a beautiful heart
Locked away behind bars
Until you can break free
But I am not the judge who sentenced
You to this purgatory
So I cannot tell anyone how long
It is until you are out of jail
I doubt that I have ever met you
But I can tell
I'm sorry I don't believe in the
Façade you have so wrongly been
Pressured into

Sincerely,
The Girl Who Has Strong Faith in You, Perhaps Too Much
Samm Marie Aug 2016
Free samples don't live here anymore
Can't you see the walls are boarded up
Did you miss the no trespass sign
Well, I don't care
This bar is closed
I don't sell to you anymore
You can take your life somewhere else
But I thought you could read
You can't tell me you miss me
Because I'm telling you, I'm glad you said goodbye
So leave and don't come back
I'm not a revolving door for you to use
As a way to empower yourself
Even if I were
I'm out of order
230 · Aug 2017
5,4,3,2,1
Samm Marie Aug 2017
The sun will always set
--Even when you wish
It wouldn't leave--
To prepare
Tomorrow
229 · Jul 2016
Period
Samm Marie Jul 2016
Big stain of ink at
The end of your sentence
.
229 · Dec 2016
I Guess I Thought Right
Samm Marie Dec 2016
Dear Karma,
Thanks for being on my side
Dear Universe,
Thanks for remembering your laws
Dear Friends,
Thanks for being wrong
Dear Lies,
Thanks for harboring false hope
Dear Truths,
Thanks for carrying me back to shore
Dear Anxiety,
It'll be okay soon enough
Dear John,
Thanks for leading me on
Dear John,
Thanks for proving me right
Dear Charlotte,
Please treat him right
229 · Jul 2016
Left Field
Samm Marie Jul 2016
Nobody ever expects it coming
Yet it is so common
228 · Jul 2016
Right Alignment
Samm Marie Jul 2016
Everything might be pushed just
A little to far forward
227 · Jul 2016
Wishing Wells
Samm Marie Jul 2016
And the penny splashes into the fountain
Causing ripples
Not only in the water
But also in the lives
Of those impacted
Samm Marie Jul 2016
Blue for stereotypical sadness
Red for passionate
Purple for bravery
And emerald for envious
Periwinkle for timid
Burgundy for romantic
Yellow for content
Black for suicidal
Grey for the never ending depression
Orange for elated and high
But in all honesty
My heart has no color
It's just a prism
Refracting my uncontrollable emotions
227 · Apr 2016
Extended Hand
Samm Marie Apr 2016
Here,
Have my hand to hold
I will help you up
When you fall to pieces
I will celebrate with you
When you feel great joy
I will hold you
When you cry
I will battle each of your fights
Life is a roller coaster
And I am here for you
No matter what
Because if I weren't
Could you call me friend?
227 · May 2016
Once Upon A Time
Samm Marie May 2016
I can't stand it
I can't
This world has gone to ****
What happened to my expectations
What happened to my hope?
It doesn't matter
It doesn't
It can't
Where are the knights,
The chivalry,
The happiness
Where in the hell
Did all my faith go?
I used to believe
I swear it
I did
But now I can't
Even begin to wrap it all
Around my brain
But as I have said
I can't stand it
I can't
224 · Aug 2016
Damn Near 3
Samm Marie Aug 2016
It's almost 3 am
I'm not the least bit tired
I was a sloppy ball of depression
When 10 pm rolled in
We've been corresponding since
It's weird
And before you think anything otherwise
Strictly platonic
But **** if I don't feel better
From five hourrs of talk
223 · Aug 2017
We Remember
Samm Marie Aug 2017
But best of all
We grow
222 · Jan 2017
The Free Love Foundation
Samm Marie Jan 2017
We are the change of the world
Because we believe
It does indeed only take one idea
Because we know
Others have the same thought
Because we feel
That the world is in need of love
Because we see
All the pain caused by humans
Because we hurt
For those who are powerless
Because we are
Only humans, although there is a catch
Because we dream
Of a world where words save
Because we experience
That actions are harmful too
Because we empathize
And sincerely believe that we are the change
Because we love
Freely, boldly, fearlessly
We can all be superheroes
Perhaps my mission statement for the NPO I've decided to start up
221 · Jul 2016
Burdens
Samm Marie Jul 2016
All burdens are equivalent to personal hells
Faced alone afraid
Samm Marie Jun 2017
I promise we can fix this

Please don't break my heart...again
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