Lights are flashing like a panic
Doesn't seem that romantic
To me
But I'm getting caught up
And all the things you bought up
For me
So I just lay back
While you plan your attack
On me
All this smoke and Noise
Seems to take away the joys
From me
I think that I'm tripping on more than just ecstasy
Somewhere I found a crack in your philosophy
So now I know you're Human After All
I used to look up to you like you were 10 feet tall
I see the smoke in the mirrors did just appear
When you saw that happ'nin i saw you melt with fear
You can't stand to look at what you have become
And in my head the words are pounding
Like a madman taking a baseball bat to a drum
I seen you now without your Pretenders cloak
What a joke
I can't imagine all the times I just fell in line
Now it's a sign
Take a left at the next turn
Don't worry about the red light it ain't your concern
You can take a U-turn maybe then you'll find something to learn
You can't pay for love that you didn't earn
So I'll be getting out at the corner
So you can go play the mourner
And you can ***** yourself then
I'm not just another ten pin
For you to knock down on your way to make a score
And you ain't worth no money
Even though you ain't nothing but a *****

Lights are flashing like a panic
Doesn't seem that romantic
To me
And I may still be Trippin
But it ain't on no ecstasy

A sudden screeching stop
As  the voice spoke into my ear
I stepped through the vines of those now bitter signs
That had guided me to this place that I am right here

Where the bitter light of reality casts no shadow
And the shadows that were .have now  been faded
In this land stark with blinding light
It cannot be denied the truth it has created

No road so long that creates an endless journey
Outside that is...the majestic vision of the mindscape
Where eternity's exist in a  thousand heartbeats
Where dreams can grow from a single breath
As I hesitate to allow them to take full shape

Step aside for a few blazing seconds
To consider the upcoming storm of deep emotions
Building up on those distant horizons
That must be weathered along the path of such devotion

That had inspired such feckless abandon and disregard
Anything but that which was self desired
Ignoring any pain I may encounter or how much I may be scarred

Though that choice be mine of that no doubt
Yet  not mine alone if upon wherever this journey's destination be
For where you share the trail you shall also share the load
I cannot allow myself to forget
Some bonds bind in the mind....
.... and those I cannot see

And unfortunately
May never be able to see

So if I step through the vines at the edge of my view
Back to the land of finite - lead weighted moments
It seems I shall walk along with my shadow... where I fear
I always knew the endless infinity up ahead leads me
Toward that which I always knew
As the valley of my own destiny
That place I now know I will be led
Should I find that my destiny...
... turns out not to be you

I love to hear your laughter
It Thrills me to  the bone
I often hear in the same ear
I use when listening to the phone
First time that I heard it
In the realm of almost asleep
Until suddenly I realized what I was hearing
And my heart took a leap

So then I lay there Wide Awake
Annoyed at myself for interrupting me
If you never experienced this for yourself
Then you have no idea to what degree

That your temperature will rise
Or the chill you feel inside
Or the uphill climb you pursue
To get back to what waking just denied

I lay back down and try to relax
Knowing that seeking it..,.
...denies its return

Still I try to quell anything that distracts

Whisperingly quiet I tiptoe towards sleep
Just as I reach
Carefully peering over the edge
I hear it
Then with smile on my face
Time will never ever erase
I tumble with laughter echoing
Down into the deep

That sound now like a photograph
Oh how I love to hear you laugh
I love...i love..
I truly love .....
I love ...to hear you laugh.

Funny how some admissions
Allows entrance into
Grandest most unique place on Earth
The U of you

That place I use to peruse
History of written word
Going around the paragraphicaI universe
Standing right beside history the moment it occurred

That's why I love being a poet
Endeavoring
To reach out speak to someone else
Often finding  words reminding
How much I was speaking to myself

I find the words and then gently put them together
And then they do the same thing for me