Be careful what you wish for
Because the weight on your shoulders is a heavy one to carry
But I asked for this
And now I wish that I hadn’t
When I close my eyes the images inside are hard to bear
These things were passed on secondhand and I wish I didn’t care
But I do.
And it hurts that I wasn’t the one who you told first
That’s not even the worst part.
No, I saved the best for last and the fact that your heart decided to depart
Makes it harder to cope.
Everything you worked for is now just dust in the wind
And now you’ve decided to travel the path of sin
Well,
They don’t call it the straight and narrow for nothing
But I guess that doesn’t matter
And they weigh you down with lies
I’ll be the first one to tell you to sever all ties
And it’s not you who I despise
Nevertheless it still hurts.
So just lie to my face and act like everything is fine
Trust me, I won’t be able to find the time to entertain the thoughts you keep locked up inside.
You are only hurting yourself.

Hard to sleep write out the frustration
Things don't turn out according
Can't always get what one wants
The fear of starting over
Moving forward fear of missing
One wants to fix the mistake
Beyond ones control
Saw goods turns out to be no good
Unexpressed love hoping to find truth

Take time come up with the right words
Not into that life anymore id like to explore with
Praying for positive change did good and your still gone
Tired of being emo just want to be happy
Healing heart stealing my heart falling hard
Thought long and hard long term
Around for short term moments
You are a mess to me you're a bless
Fell in love can't have you kind of hard stop obsessing
This is a whole new level heartache with no alcohol
Block out these feeling that make me feel rotten
or dealing with a hang over id rather we get along come over
Good to bad bad comes with good over being sad

I'm sick and tired of society
I wanna fly
But people cut my wings
I wanna scream
But people take my voice away
I wanna write
But people mow my hands
I wanna walk
But people chain me to the wall

Society makes me equal
When I realise
I'm just another brick in the wall