I am scared when the wind blows hard
I am scared when the thunder rumbles
I am scared when the world looks at me
Through their scrutinizing gazes.

I am scared when you haunt my thoughts
You are not supposed to be in my mind
Deep in there
Yet you are.

I am scared that when I see you
My demons will awaken
I am scared that the demon might tear me down.
Again...

The intoxicated spell you intoned on me
I am scared that it would swallow me
And when I return to my home
I am scared that I might lose my way and whole.

And then, Nothing.
I am scared that nothing would be there
For me to hear an "I am there for you."
Nothing...