I find it incredible that after two decades, I still have no idea what I'm doing
But somehow, my lips on yours came as easy as a habit.


Oh God.
How naturally I ruin everything.

I want to captivate your mind and your soul
The body and the heart from those acidic poisonous
Where I could unlimitedly extract the exact words that coming out from my mouth to my esophagus; exceeding numbers were exempted
Just a minimal juxtaposition
Writing those verbosity words
Makes me feel like playing those letters from Z-A and from 0-1
Squeezing and letting it dry until it runs again
Those pumpkins that we used to play our trick or treat
Have some chocolates and candies
Popping the balloons and playing guitar together with the wind from the outside hmmnn's and humm's
Where the birds could fly freely
Like shooting stars that hinder our scars and freckles
We could jump up high,oblivion the fears we're running out of time
Go and be wild even a little while
They wouldn't be mind or just let it go


Pass the message so we could send it back.
Once more i look again for that lights
The symbols and the horizon of the sky
Maybe this could last even when it's rain or shine
Cause even when we look those beautiful diamonds in the night sky
There would still be the catching stars that look at us
We'll never know that this might a fate that brings us here.

Maybe
It's the 6th cup of coffee
I drank at four this afternoon.
The diet coke I bottled and sipped throughout the night.
Or the fact that I haven't eaten in two days.
But I haven't missed a single second these two days
Without the thought of you sprinting through my mind
And dropping my heart into my lungs.
And let me tell you,
It feels kinda nice.