When I write,
it's for me,
Not for you.
These thoughts are mine,
For me to judge,
Not for you.
Ideas for me to sort out,
For me to find myself again,
Not for you.
These words keep me sane,
There for me to help,
Not for you.

I miss you.
Your hair..
which was the softest thing I held in my entire life
Your eyes..
  which made me feel that I’m the most beautiful girl whenever you look at me
Your nose..
   that sniffs my hair as if it is the sweetest scent in the world
Your lips..
that captures mine when I’m mad and talk too much
Your hands..
  that cover mine when I’m lost in track
Your chest..
   where i rest to renew my strength when i feel so down
Your laughter..
   that lifts my soul and gives me genuine joy
I miss you..
I miss all of you so much
hope we'll see each other soon
Be happy..I know you're always looking down here for me
Enjoy yourself above there...
In spite of your absence, I still love you

My hands may have let go,
but my heart didn't.