Unable to breathe My heart, in a state of panic My soul, half joy/ half pain With the darkness a true void And the light, divine So twisted in two That breaking is imminent Which survives Darkness... Or Divinity For to live as two Is not living
Frozen behind a weary mind Thoughts like a blizzard of pain Unable to be sorted Unwilling to be tamed Helpless, left to ramble At peace from without Tumultuous within Life passes while standing still Loved and Alone Smoke chokes lungs Sun burns eyes Stillness in body Burning soul steeped in pain Wings bound by fear Brittle from the war With heart and mind To languid to move Motivated only to disappear I can see in through a window I can feel from across the room But the sensation of life The will to fight Has all but disappeared A ghost in the real world Filled with the pain Of the memory Of love