Hamzah: Poems

Two

Hamzah Jan 18

Two

Am i going mental?
Why do i keep talking to a brick wall?
Am i going superstitious?
Why do i try to communicate with a ghost?
Am i losing my mind?
Why do i chase pavement?
Am i losing my sense?
Why do i seek non-existence?

Am i?
Am i?
Am i?
Am i writing a poem?
Or am i talking to myself?
Or am i?
Or,
Please stop this noise
Please stop before it's too late
Or,
Is it already too late?

You are too late!
You spineless indecisive ****!
You already talking to yourself!
I'm not a noise!
I can't be stopped!

Introducing Hans Friedrich

Unlikely

Hamzah Feb 2

Unlikely

Unlike life,
Love has meaning
To cherish and be cherished

Unlike life,
Love is pretty
Is the face that i long for and remember

Unlike life,
Love is colorful
Like an abstract painting that captures emotion

Unlike life,
Love is predictable
Like a terrible chess player or bad movie plot

Unlike life,
Love will stay
For as long as love would

And unlike life,
I don't want love to end
I don't want love to leave.

Untitled

Hamzah Jan 23

Untitled

It's suffocating to think
That saying "hello" will end up in a farewell.

Untitled Poem #1

Hamzah Feb 15

Untitled Poem #1

Unless you are a twin, you were born alone.
Unless you are an ant, you live alone.
Unless you are a soldier, you'll die alone.

Untitled Poem #13

Hamzah Feb 12

Untitled Poem #13

I no longer think we're meant to be
You had endure enough pain before
For I, is such a melancholy
And you, might be another one i tore

So, thank you, for all the time i borrow
Time is all yours to have
Because, if i'm the god of sorrow
I apologise for the tears i gave

Untitled Poem #7

Hamzah Feb 15

Untitled Poem #7

I don't want to throw away your toothbrush
Because I don't want mine to feel as lonely as i am.

What if

Hamzah Dec 2024

What if

What if we pretend, to have a goodbye we didn't had
What if for once, we stay
What if we change, the very last moment
What if we just enjoy, the last memory we had.

Wounded

Hamzah Dec 2024

Wounded

Arms wounded
Hearts burnt
Time heals
*******, isn't it?

Each scars represent
Something with no meaning
Only blood flowing
Like an untamed inundation

Hurting the one you love

Hurting the one i love

Hurting the one

Hurting you

The one you love

The one i love

The one

Yeah yeah yeah, but why?

Hamzah Nov 2024

Yeah yeah yeah, but why?

When i was 5, i've been told
I can't eat dirt
I can't touch flame
I can't see the sun directly

When i was 10, i've been told
That 10 is greater than 5
That wind is just a moving air
That ice is made from water

When i was 15, i've been told
Don't be mean to others
Don't be snob for what i have
Don't be coward for what i stand for

When i was 20, i've been told
I might be breaking someone's heart
I might become untrusted
I might be manipulative

When i was 25, i've been told
I can't change
That i am who i am now
Don't be such a ****
Else I might be alone til' the end.

All those things they said to, they never bother telling me why.

#clueless

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