None other is to blame
each chooses their own shackle
walling themselves in all corners
with every day as struggle

so easy and convenient
trying to talk oneself out of shamble
habits are worse than tyrants
the perennial source of human trouble

There’s death in my heart
It doesn’t beat
Can’t feel a thing
Icy... necrotic...
I feel like I’m fading
Falling
From reality
From life
From grace
And if I’m really lucky
I’ll talk myself into it
And I’ll get to see it
On my wrist

though my memories of you have faded
and i no longer remember the colors in your eyes
you will live forever in the pages of my journal
in my words, you will never die

Your eyes shine like a galaxy
Your nose so dainty and small
Your soft lips make me tremble
And my love, you have it all.

People can change
And it's not that I don't trust you
I just know what you're capable of
My heart closes it's eyes and follows you blindly
But my brain keeps on the calculation function