i wanted someone to give the world to,
but all I got given was a cheating *****.

I sit here, sit here all day.
I watch all the people laugh and play.
I feel my jealousy rising from within.
And in the end, it always wins.

My envy towards their happy smiles.
Their joy running for hundreds of miles.
And I feel my chest tighten, a few tears escape.
And around me everything loses its shape.

The world turns black, then red, then green.
I feel anger and sadness and everything in between.
My heart is hammering, but making no sound.
And everything melts away into the background.

Because you still haunt me,
Because you still daunt me,
Because of how much pain you caused me.

Because of the calls,
Because of the brawls,
Because I met my final fall.

My heart is shattered, can't be rescued.
But I know I'd still run back to you.

there are days when it feels like the world is against us;
days, when we feel like the crushing weight of society, is finally going to win.

there are moments when it feels like we're the only ones who understand life;
moments, when we feel like all of the world's obstacles are stacked up and fighting us.

there are hours when it feels like time has dragged us out;
hours, when we feel like time is no longer ours to savour and love, but to hate and despair.

but there are some instances when we feel like everything is okay;
instances, when we feel like rainbows have bloomed in our minds and our hearts are lighter than ever.