I am one of the biggest hypocrites I know
I'm one of those, "Do as I say, not as I do" kind of person
I will feed people my advice
And do the exact opposite
“Love yourself”
“Be your first priority”
“Never settle”
All of these things I say should be done
Yet I can’t do it myself
Here I am, trying to fix people
When I am broken as well
I try to show people the beauty of the world, when a majority of the time
I see it as a dark place.
I focus on trying to make people happy, hoping it will bring me peace
Here I am, trying to help others when I can’t help myself
Trying to pick others up when my world crumbling
Right in front of my eyes

Poet, the soul of poetry
Every stirring within
Comes alive with words
Feelings flows like rapids
Cascading to greater depths
Restlessness of the poet’s heart
Makes an emphatic splash
Over rocky beds of the fall
Time and again they hurt
Yet, feelings won’t stop flowing
Creating more rapids
Sometimes deluging the poet’s soul
Poet, the soul of poetry
Muse will always come to the rescue
Poetry will always flow

I must say,
I have completely lost myself,
who the **** am I,
I have no idea anymore,
This sweet girl,
this honest loving girl,
has just disappeared,
how do I find myself again,
I feel nothing,
or if I do its anger,
but I must say,
I think I like this self better.

Drowning our memories in whiskey,
sounds like a plan to me,
I'm done wasting time,
hoping things will change,
yeah,
I ****** up in the past,
I cheated,
do I wish I could take it back,
yes of course,
I hurt you,
but I love you,
Some part of you,
will always hate me,
I have to deal with that,
but why be together,
when you can barley look at me,
Just wasting your time.