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Its a new year
time for more tears

more disappointments
and always fears

My hopes  grow strong
as life goes along

my heart beats
but i feel that its wrong

i want to cry
but i open my eyes

realizing there is more
then whats just upon the shore
I don't understand
you call this a man

You have all these schemes
and all your tag teams

People talk
and you look in shock

Loves not a game
but i would be ashamed

of knowing you
as each days shrew
I do something wrong you make a threat, you never follow through. There's a promise, when does it happen? I don't know because you never follow through. You say these words, you don't know what you mean, you're breaking my heart, on that you follow through. I've got mixed emotions, and no one to understand. they nod their heads but they don't really get it. I have to live this misery all by myself, no one to get me, no one to help. One day I'll be above and beyond, you'll say I told you so, but in reality you made it worse.

Now I've overcame my worst fears. No one can hurt me now, no more tears.
Everytime i read those letters

Everytime i see those pictures

Thats when I realize
  how much I truely miss you

Everytime  I think about you

I cry my tears of pain

There is nobody else but you
  that I could possibly love


I will stay true
  as long as i'm with you
Every time I read those letters
Every time I look at your pictures

That's when I realize
how much I truly miss you

Every time I think about you
I cry for your love

There is nobody else
that I could possibly love more

I'll stay true as long
as i'm with you
I miss you baby come back
I cant stand to live
I cant stand the pain

it would take a miracle
to get me back to the same

I need a new life
I need to start over

no not a knife
but an ice cube all over

nobody cares
no matter no where

get me outta this place
get me out of this lair
I go to the other room
  to get away from my doom

He follows me
  now theres three

His buddies follow
  i'll see you tomorrow

I want to get away
  but he wants to play

Leave me alone
  I no longer hold the bone

I want to be left be
  but every time I see
    
I see the birds and the bees

I've moved on
  now I want you gone
I told you i liked him
now you like him too

Can't i like someone
without you having to follow?

You lie
to make me mad

You're supposed to be my best friend

I guess
I was wrong

I didn't want to beleave
the rumors that I heard about you

But now I know the truth

The truth don't lie
and the truth tells me
that you're a pretty ****** friend

I don't get it.

but you need to figure things out
before you came back to me

because as far as i'm concerned
you don't deserve a friend like me
don't try to take my man from me because i may not get revenge but karmas a ***** so have fun
I'm still missin you
            I just wish you knew

its hard moving on
even though your gone

I want you back
and that's a fact

you were my everything
now your cirding

I want you to talk to me
not set me completely free

I love you so much
you just don't understand

you are my world
my everything

and now
you're gone
I'm tired
      I didn't get enough sleep

I'm so tired
     I can hardly eat

I'm so tired
     I don't know what to do

I'm so sick and tired,
     of not being with you

My life is not concrete
     unless I get my sleep

I'm so tired
     I feel like I've been bob-wired

This *****...
It seems like everytime I try to make things better,
they always seem to get worse.

the devil comes in,
and seems to get me every time

But I try to keep on telling myself,
As long as you have faith,
life wont be such a waste.
My heart is broken
many words unspoken

I thought this was love
as pure as a dove

you said you cared
but this aint fair

i loved you so much
i lived for your touch

my heart cries
and nothing satisfies

my doors still open
and always broken

but when it comes to you
my heart is true

a heart dont lie
and it points to you
Kody i miss you so much i hope you see this one day and you realize that im still here i still love you and ill be home soon you are my one and only ill never find another like you and ill never love again unless its you.... if someone reads this and you know Kody Pickens make sure he gets this some way some how
The rumors continue
they're not even true

Why must you continue to lie
life is not a piece of pie

It's hard enough
just trying to be tough

I thought we were on the same page
I thought we were best friends

I thought we were over the lies
but every day is a disguise

I put on a smile
and I walk that mile

Just to see you still my heart away
I'm lost and wondering around

My heart is breaking
with each days taking

I hope you're happy
my days are sappy

Yep like the sap on the trees
my struggles are real and
very hard to handle

But I get through them
and I become stronger
but as you know

Revenge is not my job
Karma does that for me
cause I'm a lover not a fighter
I hope you guys are happy because as I get my life together you'll be looking back saying man I wish I left her alone cause now I feel like **** and I'm just another low life ******* on the street
Its been three days,
your memory wont fade away

I cry and I cry,
but you wont even try.

my heart is breaking,
with each of my waking

you seem fine,
i'd say the same,
but i'd be lyin

Its been three days
and your memory just won't fade away
my heart is stuck
  I feel like a duck

no one understands
  but I still have my plans

I may seem broken
  but there's all ways another token

it may take months or even days
  but in the end it all ways pays
You hold my hand,
   you give me a kiss
     you say you love me

That's not love
   you don't know what  you're saying

I see the way you look at her
    why don't you look at me that way anymore

You said we had it all
   but you lied and made me fall

There's no words for you
  I just got to say

We're THROUGH
Why are people so mean?
Why must you look at me that way?
Why am I me and you, you?
Why are we friends?
Why must we date?
Why am I here?
Why are you here?
Why ask why?

There's a reason for everything, but I may never know.
I've been called an ******* ,a ******
and what not

I feel so unnoticeable,
and **** with words

I need help to untie this knot
so I can say ***
I gave it my best shot
You
You
You make me smile
for a little while

Then you make me cry
and say good-bye

The love of my life
wont make me his wife

I thought we had somthin
but now we're just nothin
This is for everyone out there who has been misleaded by those simple *******.

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