this is a poem i might never truly finish
to someone who's left to become a star
oh worldly stardom could never compare
you say you'll watch over me from up there

i just wish that there was something, we always wish for something
maybe just one thing we could have done...more
are you really happy?
please be...

gummy bears, gummy bears i will never forget and seatbelt straps and work which you so much love and responsibility which is so much important. is, because you're still here, right? somewhere, i believe

all of the fantasy felt real and feels real and i am sorry for those times i am not proud of and do not worry about those times you are not proud of because they are all in the past

i am sorry that the world had to show some of its meanness sometimes
i am sorry that you had to survive things that i cannot even write now
i am sorry.

and i love you too.
i'll do more than my best to keep the promise.
rest.

an unidentified state
i wonder what writing this will create
but my head and my heart are at war
not with each other, just forces and more
i'm the host so it's only natural that i sink to the bottom
i think it might be peaceful at the end, where no other ends exist
for words cannot describe how i'm living with this
anyway i'll offer you my ***** again, this time you should make the pain the best yet
so i can find something to make me fall and drop even more, to return nevermore.