I can't see stars that use to shine
and the moon just isn't the same
we don't ride along the Milkyway
Heaven only seemed to fade away
now that you push the sky away

The rain it won't seem to fall
and I can't see the yellow of the sun
since you left and never call
I waste the hours lost in time
now that you are gone
I just push the sky away

I don't hear the whisper of my name
in the echoes of the wind
where in the fields we use to play
there are no flowers to send
now that you push the sky away

I have no dreams to make anymore
now I only lay there and pretend
that you'll be coming back again someday
to what was there once before
as you push the sky away
Spiritwind ©2016

Love** can be forever...
or...
your time to love
can be running out.
It just matters on
how you are dealt the cards
and how you play your hand.
So, play your hand right and
you can have love forever
not have your time running out.
But if your time is running out, go after it!
But love is a game you can win!

Just like the rest
You're obsessed with your ex
Blinded from neglect
You failed to see
I was trying my best
to have you notice me
I failed just like the rest
Because to you
No one could compare
to be better than your ex
And you made that very clear
So I'll just stand clear
& hold back these tears
Cause just like the rest
You're obsessed with your ex
& you'll never have a next

Living life
Just doing me
Not worrying about a thing
As I proceed my life
Without you by my side
I've moved on
Sure it took long
But at least now
I can say I'm finally happy
With life and myself
That's all I've ever searched for
And I'm not sure if I I'm to thank you
Cause if it wasn't for you
I wouldn't have grown
To be this person I'm slowly becoming
That's loving life
And achieving my goals
That once meant so much to me
I've opened my eyes
Realized my worth and meaning
All thanks to you
The hell you put me through
With love unexpected
Never meant to stay
Was the best thing
And worst thing
That's ever helped me grow
I'm finally me
I am free

What more must I show you?
You don't even listen
Listen and you might understand
Understand why I'm upset
Upset and confused, that's all
That's all your words are making me

I don't want to be misunderstood,
losing a friend to suicide is incredibly hard
but what I find most unnerving is how infectious
the idea of escape can be.