You like your nights empty and fast deprived,
I can’t put my ******* phone down because it’s the only way to show you I cry,
I should probably look away goodbye but your looks have crossed me high,
Don’t taint it, I chugged a bottle to get your eyes but looked down and you had left me goodbye,
She says you are no good, to me, I love you with all my life and your love don’t love me so should I, just fly?
I look down hopeless, with no reason, quest or objective, but your heart has been redefined,
I run and fall but you are my catch so what do I do now?
May have been your crazy self in Major but I’ll tell mine was flat out,
Thought I told you I’m not good at goodbyes but I can’t just **** it all tonight,
I’m left broken hearted and cemented because your love was my elixir, so what do I do now that I am not remembered? Just go around asking:
Why did you play me? Was I just another mistake? I don’t want answers just solutions let me fix this please don’t break it.
You will never know the truth unless you ask for it, your friends don’t know me so they can’t say, what I did or didn’t, it was all just plain sweet plans,
But deep inside you had your doubts that left me point blank,
To that I say **** the world it’s you and me, babe.

I’ve got a butterfly in my pocket,
Torments in my head and a devil on my shoulder,
I sit along a burning house where I light up my smoke,
All I can think of is her.
She ran away,
Left me no notice,
As the rain ruined my sesh I could feel your hand making its way down my shirt
Took an opened eye and a smile to hereby notice the rain felt warmer than her.
I’m walking in the rain as she enjoys her new man,
I’m walking in the rain wondering who put the spiders in my applesauce,
I’m walking in the rain wondering why I introduced the two,
I’m walking in the rain,
A fool with no name
A clown with no face
A prisoner with no crimes.
As I lean against the tree, I hear a voice calling my name,
All it says is to check my phone
And all I see is a text from her asking when I’ll be home,
From giggles and s* we got to drinks and theft
From movies and talks we got to no texts and coughs,
From Uber rides and bjs we go to my new b* and her tears.
Every time she cry, please bear in mind, it’s your fault not mine.

My dear,
I don’t feel so good,
I death is on its way,
I will write you,
Act,
Like nothing is happening,
I put the world war aside for you
And even with explosions behind my back,
I feel so alone.
I could tell you how much I love you,
How much I adore you,
But I don’t think your boyfriend would much enjoy that,
Would he?
All and every attempt to be noticed
I’ll call you ‘friend’
Just as long as you call me when the party is over
Tell me you love me
Tell me you miss me
Tell me you need me,
But the morning you wake up,
When all my hopes are up, and I’m high on love
You wake up to tell me you don’t remember anything.
And all my life, I will just wish I had you closer,
Closer so close you would never ever leave me,
You only love me when you are drunk or drinking,
But even when you wake up and forget about my face, I will still love you silently, deeply and endlessly
Wishing
Wishing she was you.
Wanna go for coffee?

The streets are frozen but I’ll drive to hug you tight,
The wind blows me dry but your presence heats me fine,
I’ll walk under the showers of this wet snow, just to cuddle you up in bed and help you be alright.
And after every ride you would jump on me whispering:
“I missed you I missed you where have you been?”
You told me even if I tried I would never catch my tail but,
Even if I can’t call you mine, I’ll lay next to you on the ground just to make sure you are
Alright.
I’ll keep you company on every cold lonely night,
When you don’t feel like sleeping alone,
I don’t want nothing back, just to make sure you are smiling.
And even though your family hates me,
I wish you would just know,
That I miss you
See you,
Falling down the steps, crying with a bruised neck,
I’ll help you up, get off my *** and trace your back,
As your light gentle hair flies over my head,
I’ll hold you tight to keep you warm,
Will whisper in your ear that we are going home,
Home, alone.
I will hold you tight on the ride, so you can sleep in peace that you haven’t received,
And all that I need is to come home, oh home, with you.
Watching a movie I’ll sit away to give you space, but don’t worry I’m here just slap me hard and I’m awake, for anything and everything, you might need.
So I just thought I’d let you know,
That I miss you,
Need you,
Right here,
Because all this time I haven’t hated but loved you all the way,
You ask me when will I stop,
Well whenever you decide, to love me back.
But don’t worry take your time I’m just another guy,
I’ll call you Maeve, play it fine but deep inside we both know what I feel,
So I just thought I’d let you know you are not alone,
You got me here any time whenever you need,
Just send me a dot and I’ll rush,
I’ll save you from loneliness and make myself cry, because all I see is a little queen that needs no king,
But somehow you put everyone out to the side,
If destiny exists then let me be a servant at least I will stick around for longer, than all these guys.
So I just thought about your proposal, and yes
Oh yes
I’ll marry you,
Nothing big unless you want it,
Because besides me and me, nobody else will want to see me with you,
Don’t invite your family we will fly to Thailand, hop on my motorcycle and we, will, fly.
I’m here for little and nothing but I just thought I’d let you,
That I’m here, and nobody else, will help you as much,
So please, please please just let, me, try,
And at the end of the night, I’ll whisper in your ear, that I love you.
Just please, oh please,
Keep me tight.

Hi I’m Fidel,
I hate salad, specially in a burger,
So far I’ve been with 62 girlfriends,
None of which I regret being with or saying anything,
I love challenges but I hate being monotone,
I love being spontaneous,
I hate schedules,
I don’t know how I’ve got your attention, but I did,
If it was worth your time it means I wanted you here,
If you are reading this or maybe even hearing this;
I may seem big, but in a crowd I’m the smallest,
I may seem strong but that’s just because I am numb,
I may seem stable, calm and funny, but in reality I’m one-hundred different people at once trying to find myself, I’m always very stressed and so I let it out with corny jokes and terrible pick up lines,
I currently deal with depression, have been for the past 3 years,
Social, chronic anxiety,
I love you, but I’ll be honest enough to say I won’t be the boyfriend taking you out to dance every week,
I love dancing, didn’t always, but met a great woman that forced me into it, becoming a great passion. I love swing dancing, something about the intimacy with a complete stranger makes me so unaware of my surroundings and my own state of mind that it completely shoots me off to somewhere I can never go back,
If we ever leave the house, I’ll always be smiling, but only because I wouldn’t wish anyone thinking you did something to upset me,
Someday you might come home and see I’m full of rage and completely mad, you might even say you can’t recognize the lover you’ve been with this whole time, and honestly, there are a few days
Actually more than a few, where I can’t recognize myself neither,
I see life as a journey and love as an experience,
Every heart break is just more experience being added to me, and not more reasons to stay away from it,
I’ll buy you flowers, I don’t know if you like sunflowers, but I love them, they remind me of a simpler time when it was easier to be happy,
Every little game, girls would play at my school, some of which included picking off every petal of a sunflower, honestly one of the most satisfying things I’ve ever done,
I haven’t done it since 5th grade, and I probably never will, not because I’m too much of a “man” to do it, whatever that means, but because I can’t get myself to look back at my younger self and be proud of it.
As a young kid I always imagined my older self as a strong independent man that didn’t rely on anyone but himself, looking at myself now I rely on everyone but myself.
I like to lay in bed and listen to music with headphones on, even if no one is home, the song feels more personal and it helps me connect with the lyrics,
I’m a strong believer that we as humans enjoy any song when we are happy, but we only truly understand its meanings when we are sad.
I might get home sometimes and just fall on you, well that’s because I find home within your arms,
And no I don’t care if you are smaller than me and can’t put your arms around me, I just need to feel your body warmth there to make me feel safe.
Mostly everyday, I feel scared of leaving my bedroom, no specific reason which I can put my finger on, I just don’t enjoy it very much,
Instead of spending the day at a park,
I’d rather sit on my bed and listen to music, drinking pure black coffee while looking outside my window and seeing all the life there is,
Life truly is amazing and living, is a blessing,
I just ask that you please give in some of your sanity to walk this journey with me,
I don’t understand myself and god knows how much I wish I did,
I’m not asking for you to be my psychiatrist, nor my doctor and definitely not my mother,
I just ask for you to be there on a rainy day when I get home tired and completely drained from a few hours away from home,
I don’t ask that you cook, I ask for you to lay in bed by my side when you see me with headphones on,
You might think I’m hiding something because I’m quiet,
But deep inside my head I’m just trying to **** all the other versions of myself so I can let out my try feelings and say
“I appreciate that you are here for me, and I love you for the person you are,”
Please don’t punish me if it never comes out,
This is all new to me and in a world of pain and hunger,
I am nothing more than a crumble of bread.
I’m a broken window but that’s how the light gets in correct?
I behold every problem in this world but I’ll be by your side throughout any problem, it could be as big as our house or as small as an atom, I’ll help you with it, no matter what,
But please be aware, we are both humans, we make mistakes, I’ll attempt to be perfect, but there’s no way to escape from myself,
it is all about perspective.

Ever been broken hearted because of someone you loved?
Because if you have, just remember that it wasn’t real love, someone who loves you,
Will never hurt you.

I could pick out any girl in the bar,
The blonde, brunette the ginjah,
I just can’t see the difference, deep inside they are all the same story.
I travel the world, I will do anything and everything to find you.
My spending habits a bit too over the top,
My friends scared I’m gonna go broke but I got the French to hit me up, with brand new clothes,
My taste a bit too specific that’s why I got Italian to cook me some pizza,
But I still haven’t met a single girl like you.
I walk through the mass, not breaking necks but turning heads, lifting smiles, seeing people frowning but I ain’t even mad,
I could pick out any girl in the crowd but there’s something about you that got me sleepless,
The sexxx, the love all too perfect for me to be asleep,
And I honestly don’t know but there’s something about you that got me skipping class just to see you a bit more or less but only when you see me for who I am not for what I did,
There’s something about your smile that got me all high,
I called off my doc
“Don’t, need no meds, don’t need no rest, all I need is that girl, never mind my Queen, forever her servant,
‘I am yours, I will forever ever and ever,” hold your hand on a cold night, I would cuddle with you but baby I need to see you smile,
There’s something about your hair that got me lost, every time you turn, all the times we went shopping for our long lasting sexxx nights in your bed,
And every time you turned with a jar of peanut butter just to put a smile on my face, I knew you were the one and only I ever wanted to spend my life with,
But there’s something about your voice that got me lying to all my friends,
“No sorry homie I can’t make it, what? Sorry, can’t hear ya, talk to you later.” And every time you said I didn’t need to lie it just made it easier for me to trust you,
But there’s something about your hands, up and down my back, no marks, no labels, just two dumb lovers, living the life, I don’t need no meds, I don’t care if im up all night, we will either be talking or then I’ll be seeing the real Aphrodite right in front of my eyes,
I don’t need no help, 
I don’t need no docs,
I don’t need no pills, our sexxx is my medicine
My treatment, forever free but it hurts because you are so bad to me,
But I’ll turn and say I don’t care because there’s something about you that got me butterflies in my stomach,
Shivers down my spine with a simple smile,
Show me why
I’m shaking, my heart so strong yet I can’t help but cry
All because there’s something about you,
Something about the way you hold me got me smiling,
Something about the way you look at me got me dizzy,
Something about the way you got me, just got me.
And I know you are lost,
I know you broken but trust me I won’t let nobody hurt you,
And every time you leave me I’ll light up a fire so you can look back and see that I am sobbing, waiting for you alone in the hot, steam we’ve built,
And don’t forget, if you ever forgive me, bring me up, I would much rather be a servant in heaven than a king in the underground.
The world is a scary place hold my hand and let me attempt to put a smile on your face.

The world is so small babe,
I’m running through my life
All this cardio killing my vibe
I was high but now I’m low,
You’ve gone too far away from me,
All this distance, these miles I can’t take it no more,
Let’s go on a trip, I’ll buy you a flight to Tokyo, we’ll hit the dojo, I’ll show you my mojo,
We’ll walk around Yoyogi, I’ll show you all the arigato I learned just to impress you fondly,
I’ll rent the most expensive hotel room to make some love,
We’ll use it,
Trash
And break it,
I don’t care about money, besides, having you is priceless.
I’ll love you to Mars and Jupiter,
I’ll name some planets maybe make some up to pretend I’m a genius,
I’m definitely not the greatest,
But fake it til you make it, apply that to us, pretend you love me and I’ll kiss you softly.
My life has been broken, ripped and thrown, away in the trash but you pieced it with some voodoo,
Now let me pay back the favor back and say I love you,
Forever and ever I’ll text you at night,
I might miss a day but maybe I’m lost within my words all because you left me speechless,
Your body sculpted by Michelangelo,
Your smile painted by Picasso,
But don’t be mistaken you can do much better I’m just fighting to convince you I’m the one.
But even after all this time,
I regret not holding you, not kissing you not loving you,
I had you within my reach
Now I’m left apart from love and hope
But every text is like a take back, I scroll through our pictures and wonder, why we didn’t take more,
Maybe skinny dipping or giggling,
Don’t care never did, just need you back,
I’ll fly you back to, where paradise is set,
We’ll stop by LA, I’ll meet your friends I’ll buy some clothes to reach your level, maybe will even break a sweat ‘cause after all you are my: deepest love my queen so beautiful.
I’ll fly you to Texas, I’ll meet your family, introduce me as the super tall, ******, don’t care what you say ‘cause just driving you around is my pleasure and dreams I had of.
Don’t be mistaken, I loved swimming, within our convos, but maybe now we can settle down and agree that down down very deep down, I love you and maybe you love me,
Or maybe not I’m prolly just tripping, not in space but within your beauty, I want you, be mine,
Forever high,
On the clouds I’ll lie, I’ll lie lie lie, and I’ll say whatever childish line, comes out of my mouth, don’t be surprised if, I just freeze and stare, because every glance you ever gave, just now assure me you could be mine, but baby I’m sorry poor choice on my part,
Just let me make it up to you, I’ll take you to Lake Whitney, we’ll chill and read,
“I got this poetry book here,”
And I’ll pretend to know every line,
Understand every word,
Whatever it takes for you to be mine.