Remembering
the sandcastle we built

Remembering
I hate high tide

I try to text my love,
Your busy.

I try to text my twin,
Your busy,

I try to do something right,
I fail.

I try to make up my mind,
Life disappears.

Everyone has some where to go,
Not me.

Everyone has some one to be,
Not me.

They all have something to do,
Not me.

What do I see in the mirror?
A stranger to be.

I don't know what to do with my life.
I don't know who to be.

You both text me back.
Saying you're happy I'm me.

I don't know what you guys see.
Im just a waste of time.

You tell me to knock it off.
But I think you're just blind.

You both need to see who I can really be.
A monster, a *****, nothing that great to see.

You say you love me.
Is it really true?

If you believe in me,
Then I have to believe in you.

I would give my left hand
If I could touch your cheek with my right
Only for a moment

I had this dream...
...It was so perfect

I had this dream...
...We where in love

I had this dream...
...They put a gun in your hand and pointed it to my forehead

I had this dream...
...They screamed at you until you pulled the trigger

I Had this dream...
...You cried over my corps

I had this dream...
...Before you killed me