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IN the hospital
with my friends all around me
Or well almost all
Shoulder in Massive pain
The docs wont give me the good stuff
what with me being an addict and all

But something is not right
I cant catch my breath
and I feel like I am burning up.

Wait where am I?
Whats happening?
Right hospital
I got shot

My eye lids wont stay open
even though I want them to
My body sags
as if it weights a ton

What the **** is HAPPENING TO ME?
Havent I been through enough
cant a guy catch a ******* BREAK?

I slip into a sleep
half awake half not
I hear voices all around me
I hear a girl crying
Gotta be Angel
Panda and Kaitlyn don't cry like that.

I hear a man speaking
somewhere on my left
his voice is deep
Gotta be Magnum

Why cant I wake up fully?
Why does my body feel so weird.
Like its been lite on fire
Why can't I catch my breath?
Its like I ran a mile or something

Where Am I?
What happened?
Right the hospital
I got shot.

WHAT THE **** IS HAPPENING TO ME???????????
After I got shot and I was in the hospital I caught an infection,
commonly known as Blood Posioning
Three main symptoms, Fever, Excelarated breathing, confusion.
Aint I the lucky one. I got all three. Plus more.
 May 2014 Fenix Flight
Ryan Jakes
Please don't take those pills
the ones you told me about.
Lined up, neat rows, single file
in all colours, organised harm.
You said you'd had enough
bone tired, broken you
crying down the line
to bone tired, broken me
as if I could save you from yourself.
No-one ever could.
Sacrifice yourself to life, not death
death is darkness and you, sweetest girl
are light beyond vibrancy
my lullaby at night, my morning song
my fragile, fearsome, wondrous friend.
For my cousin and partner in crime, she's having a hard time at the moment. I'm hoping she reads this and understands that she is awesome and that we need her.
I stand there
With twittle by my side
Waiting for the others
Waiting to make the exchange

They come
High out of their minds
Threatening me
Tell me what I have is a lie

Their leader pulls something out of his coat

GUN

I hear twittle yelling something to me
but I cant hear what he says
my eyes only focus
on the barrel in front of me

Why I didnt run
is a mystery to me

BAM

I've been shot at before
I've been stabbed more times
then I can count

I felt the bullet go through me
I felt myself stagger to the car

Slump against it
trying to hold on

my vision blackening
around the edges

My hearing
disapearing

Is this what its like
To Die?

Twittle?
Where is he?
Will he be ok?

My strength leaves me
And I welcome Death
I got shot last december (12/6/13) through my right shoulder, Clean all the way through. I was rushed to the hopsital and it took them 5 hours to fix me up.
(this use to be my first poem on here but I accidently deleted it when I was trying to edit it my apologies)
I am not a king
I will never claim to be
I am not the guy
everyone worships

I am the guy the king calls
when He wants someone dead
I am the assasin that creeps in the dead of night

A gun ever present
always on my person
scars from past fights
covering my body
my face
Scared and mared

A recovering
forever recovering
coke addict

a man not afraid
to Beat the **** out of someone
and then get paid

A hitman
A killer
a monster

the beast under your bed

I am not worthy
of a tittle such as king
When I say hitman....... let me clarify
I dont **** poeple -.- refuse, I will not!!!!
I meant hitman in the sense of I do the ***** work for others.
 May 2014 Fenix Flight
Namir
As the sun rose higher into the sky from morning to evening the Snow Leopard and the Little Fox kept to their travels. The Fox started to get bored and this started to annoy her, not learning anything and just walking, "Isn't there anything we will learn today?" The Leopard laughed softly looking to the young little fox as he softly said, "Patience young one. Not every day has a lesson. Just like not every day has meaning. You have to make the meaning, Just like you have to watch and learn." The little fox got more annoyed at his slightly confusing answer "But I want to learn something soon. This is boring." she said with groan and a grunt. "I thought you were going to teach me more" She started to whine. The leopard continued to laugh softly, "Again, Patience my dear. Good things come to those who wait. You cant rush. You will get your lesson when we find something to teach you," he said with a smile. The little fox got mad this time, getting impatient, she started to run off and shout back to him "well if you wont teach me I will find something myself!" The leopard shook his head and smirked slightly saying to himself "I wonder what trouble she will get herself into this time" as he took his time walking in the same direction she ran. The little fox ran as fast and as far as she could before getting tired. The Snow Leopard was completely out of sight though he did keep following her direction and scent. "good riddance" she said to her self, "I dont need him to teach me anyways. I can learn on my own." As she turned back around and it was getting dark she started to become fearful. A little fox, all by her lonesome, as the sky started to darken. The little fox began whimpering softly, not knowing what to do and still no Snow Leopard in sight. "Maybe I shouldn't have ran off..." she said to herself as she hid at the bottom of a large tree, curling herself into a ball, shaking and whimpering. In the distance there was a little noise, a coyote appeared, hearing the whimpers and noticed the little fox. As the coyote rushed up to the little fox, a big grin flashed across his face, "Whats a cute little critter doing this far in the woods all alone?" The little fox screeched as he rushed over and abruptly spoke to her. "I-I got a little lost?.." she said with a terrified shake in her voice. The snow leopard heard this shriek and started rushing in her direction not knowing what to expect.
The coyote started pacing side to side in front of her "Ohh no no no. That's not good now is it? Being all alone, so young, no one to protect you." The coyote stopped in front of her abruptly with a sinister smile, "Tell you what, Come on with me and we will go find your family, What do you say?" Said the Coyote slyly and smugly as the little fox tried to back up against the tree more whimpering louder but not saying a word. But just as the coyote tried to step in closer the Snow Leopard leaped out of the brushes and between the the little fox and the coyote, and with a snarl and a growl he sternly ordered to coyote "Leave now. She isn't yours." The coyote backed up slightly with a laugh "A little far from home now aren't pretty little kitty. By the looks of it, you found your caretaker. I guess I will be off." The coyote then rushed of with a sneer and a grimace, as the little fox started to cling to the snow leopards hind leg. He pat her head softly and smiled slightly while saying "you aren't hurt are you?" and the little fox whispered back with a shaky voice "Y-Yea... I'm okay... Just... Scared." The leopard dragged her to his side and the layed down beside her, curling himself around her, and whispered to her in a soft soothing voice "There is no need to be afraid. I would never let anything happen to you. I will protect you and fight for you. I promise." He then softly licked her cheek as she curled up with him to rest a little.
Part 3 of the short story series "The Leopard and The Fox"
Made by Myself for a very special young woman.
So there is this guy
the one and only guy
I've ever really liked
His name... well nickname
Twittle.

Twittle
He saved me from the brink of death
He was there
when I got shot
He called 911
when I could not

Twittle
His voice is the only thing I heard
as the anesthetic wore off

Twittle
His face was the first thing I saw
when I opened my eyes

Twittle
tears streaming down his face
as he yelled at me in spanish
you scared me half to death

Twittle
and in that second I did something so unlike me
It shocked me, it shocked him,

Twittle
whose tears of fear and joy started breaking my heart
my cold doesnt give a **** heart

Twittle,
I pulled him to me, and in front of everyone
Kissed him square on the lips
Soooo I hadnt told anyone I was bi until after I woke up from the surgery after being shot. I kissed my boyfriend in front of everyone.
SO I'm engaged
to a beautiful women
Kaitlyn

But I'm also dating
this kick *** awsome guy
Twittle

NOW before you start getting upset
before you start accusing me

Oh what a douchbag!
he's cheating on his Fiance!

Stop it
stop it now

to be honest
if you want to get technical
I was dating him first

He doesn't mind
He's actually happy
He never wants to get married

She doesn't mind
She's actually happy
As long as its not another girl

I know its probably selfish of me
I shouldnt be doing this
I don't deserve this

I told them that.
I told them they deserve better
then just half of me

And do you know what they did?
they both ******* smacked in in the face!

They both told me
that they dont care
as long as I love them
they aint going anywhere

What can I do?
but be grateful
they chose me

and treat them BOTH like
the Goddess's they are
Twittle calls him self a goddess so I know he wont mind me calling him one
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