the water seemed inviting
so I plunged right through
never thought the thing that soothed me
will be my downfall too

they say remove things that are toxic in your life
give yourself a favor, take pity on yourself
but what if the thing that suffocates me
and the thing that poison my being
is the venom that my system needs
for my essence to breathe

You plucked my heartstrings so gently,
        yet it vibrates to the depths of my soul.
You make my heart sing and my feet dance,
        still being careful not to fall.

seven billion people in this world,
and your one of the lucky soul
to shed me pain and tears
to make me feel whole.
since destiny has brought this upon me
and petty me has nothing can do,
so there's only one thing that I wish,
only one thing I ask for you.
please make every moment worth it,
every smile and pain that we've been through.
every ecstasy and anguish so  pleasing,
that i'll thought maybe I deserve this punishment too.

he wasn't a storm, no.
nor is he a tsunami,
which every wave will left you breathless.
every wave hits you hard,
until you don't stand a chance.
he wasn't even the adrenaline pumping in your veins.
he won't get you hyped up,
and make your heart burst, no.
he was a quiet stream,
slowly, steady, surely.
with his meekness, you'll feel safe.
with his serene laugh,
your heart'll flutter.
he wasn't the loud music, no.
he was the steady beat,
where you'll fall in love with his tranquility.
he was the placid night,
that keeps your heart beating,
slowly, steady, surely.

she have to die a thousand deaths,
for people to laugh a thousand smile.
she have to bleed a liter of blood,
for her name to be remembered.
so never underestimate poets and their poetry,
for they have to underwent direst of circumstances,
to be solely accepted.