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Leave him.
The bits that are my heart
Break into more
And now they're dust.

I'm on the verge
Of tears
Because I want to be the one
Who makes you happy.

I pretend I don't love you,
But I really do.
I pretend because I know
That you won't say it back.
Dec. 6, 2014

I know that I'm selfish, but I've reached this point where I would do anything to get you. If only I had courage.
emptiness has never felt so fulfilling.
nothingness has never weighed so much.
loneliness has never been so comforting.
intangibility i've never been able to touch.

freedom has never felt so conflicted.
innocence has never felt so unclean.
distance has never felt so constricted.
simplicity has never felt so serene.

trust has never felt so unnatural.
truth has never felt so far away.
beauty has never been so factual.
paths have never lead this far astray.

lifetimes have never lasted this long.
but seconds have never been so short.
words I could never put into song.
so writing them is my last resort.

Existence isn't free.
Misery is the cost.
I've never felt so "me".
I've never felt so lost...
 Jun 2013 Emma Clocks
InLove000
There was a time I loved you
Know matter what you would say.
Now I no longer love you
You scared my love away.
I always hoped you love me
You seem happier with others
No matter who they are.
But not when I’m around
So I loved you from a far.
No matter what I do
It’s never good enough.
Why you hate me I don’t know!
You said it a lot that you don't want me
From the day I was a womb in your belly
You told the doctor how can I get rid of her
I don't want her
Make her die
He didn't let you
But
I wish he did
So I don't need to suffer the pain
I am suffering now*.
 Jun 2013 Emma Clocks
Danielle K
Stop scrubbing so hard, your
skin isn't going to get much lighter.
And all those skin-bleaching creams?
I suggest you throw them away.
They are of no use to you.
Your skin is as dark as the
moonless sky, but that doesn't
change the fact that your smile
is as bright as the sun. You
are beautiful, but you don't seem
to realize it.

I see the boys with skin as
pale as milk and eyes as blue
as your Mama's favourite
teacup. I see how they whisper
to each other and chuckle as you walk
by. I see how they follow
you home and tug at your
rough hair, setting free a
flood of slurs. I've seen
you sink to the ground,
bury your face in your hands
and weep.

You try to hang around the
girls with light skin, but they look at
you oddly and tell you
to return to where you came from.
The weeping continues.
You go home and tell your
Mama about the mean kids
at school, but she kisses her teeth
and tells you that she doesn't have
time for your nonsense, maybe you
should stick around your own kind.

Precious girl, walk into your
bathroom and stand
before your mirror.
What do you see?
Find one detail about
yourself that you love, no
matter how long it takes.

You want nothing more
than to be loved, but how can somebody
else love you if you don't even love yourself?

Embrace your darkness, and
be at peace with yourself.

Darling, your skin is black gold,
and one day, somebody will
dig deep enough to discover it.
D.K
 Jun 2013 Emma Clocks
ap0tamkin
I am a candle.

My flame is small. It provides no warmth, and just enough light. But it takes only a little bit to get me started. Once I am lit, I will burn for a long while. I may not have much to give, but I will give it all, until I'm just a puddle of spent wax.

I can't endure much. I will follow you, but only if you carry me. I will weather the wind, but only if you shield me. I'll be your hope, your light, your shining star.

I am a candle.
Today I really miss your scar
And the way I'd run my finger over it

Today I'm realizing just how special
Our love is

Just how wonderful our love story is

Today I really missed you
Because my love told me

That I was suppose to be there

To always hold your hand.
Bad bad poem
Monday came so soon
and it only seems like yesterday we walked upon the moon
and held hands on top of Worlds
when you sprinkled stardust in my eyes
and I gazed into your deep brown eyes
only yesterday
where did it go
why could not time go slow and let me linger
just a little longer
in your sweet embrace?

I guess Monday's always come and we all must face
another day
away from what we
love the most.
That coasting through the mid of nights
amid the sights of wonderful
within the arms of marvellous
to taste delights
of magical
but Monday's always come
if only to block a little sun from the sun that shone.
Perhaps one day the Moon may stay
and brighten up the darkest day
and lighten up the nights, where for now I stay
in dreaming dreams of yesterday.
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