My first memory is of you
I move with halting steps
Of feet new to walking
Towards a window of a little house
Looking out on an approaching storm
The air is still and heavy
Pressing everything down to the earth
Like a photograph
In which only I have motion
Heat takes away all relief
Even from the shade
Skin always damp with sweat
Silence smothers all thought of sound
No voices, no music, no birds
The endless shurring of the insects
Has been suppressed in anticipation
With a promise of the storm’s cool kiss
Blue and gray mix in the sky
Prophecy of your eyes
Still so far away
I am looking past the storm
Even then I am looking for you
Waiting for you
I have known you
Before that feverish, soundless day
Before all my days began
I knew you
I loved you
Now I wait
To be with you again