It's okay.
I shed a few tears,
but it'll be okay.
At least you know.

- E.I

We are drunk
High
Unconscious
Things are great in our eyes
Fingertips in my back
That was good
Catching breathes
In your ears,
Slowly and
We are here.
Those arms
Wrapped in you
You're so close
We're very close
Dancing
In flames
In love
Heaven.

As I watch the stars disappearing
from this wednesday night sky
I see you
Like the rainfalls
Lingering every inch of my deepest skin,
Embracing the cold through the hardest bone,
The optimistic tone of every drops that reaches my ears to sing.
I'm out of tune
And even we are sinking beyond these imperfections,
You are perfect
And
We are one.

You're about to lay and rest and
I'm about to keep awake.
You, to dream of her and
Me, to think of you.
While walking under the moon
Waiting for the right time, soon.

But looks like I'm just like a woman
Hoping for the stars to come
In sickness
Of rain in july.

I need reassurance
I need confirmation
A daily reminder
And a weekly gesture
Simply because I am weak,
insecure,
and doubtful.

I want you to know that I need attention
Lots of it
And I want you to find my cool spot
When I'm a burning flame.

And if you call me needy
I don't think you need me.
I need love
I need affection.
Your attention is my goal
Give me your protection.

Keeping away my feelings to this man
Every time when the appearance of his pretty face will coming up to my mind and the
Vulnerability is hitting me down just like how the sunset goes down - beautiful but sometimes it's painful and
I feel so close but
Never to his arms.

Altering my days every time when thinking if he's having a good day or not
Breaking my heart when he is having a stomach pain he took of alcohol last night.
Rainbows, sunrise and
I could go on and on but I'm
Getting lost with my coffee
Once he start heading in my head in the middle of the night.