We can id no other
i guess we can all say yes
i want to covet
you are my lake
i love to be placad with you.

When you're little you practice laughing at anyone or anymore
The times are not more violent
The times are more televised.

Mirror, mirror me
our making me,
I'd break you,
our smiling faked.

My first hard-on occurred... Morganna Fairchild.
now we are both the same age looking back
at that young sprite kills me in the Ivy league b-movies
    no apologies or blouses are necessary
women are better than anyone else.

to just breathe is on my to-do-list, today,
knowing you're not
going to be
at class anymore is pure happiness, yet,
must try to go on
having not said
I can't live if living is without you

i let you sit in this window sill
the cat's eyes were so green
twitched at what i can't describe
        thin allehloos
thin sky distance,
a lawn mower puts me deep
covers where are you.

don't complain! having to be kissed
    by a pink Barbie EMT;
as a senior frog
who only wants the clear puddle
to come... but by shock! of her paddles.

while . . .
.      Hell gets lobsters;
One tuna can serves both us
   . .  - ?!
     hot dish was a joke.

Touch my eyes.
I'm singled out instantly
  And slumming down your  smile
  ;,,, constantly; my head plunges
  Did we do you again, I'm so sorry
the same day is over, tomorrow.

Hello young woman
I’ve been worried about you
because you spend so much time by yourself.
Let us get together in your sitting room and sulk
so they will never catch onto and see you
are fun to talk to.

Hi,!
right
now,

Just
This was all I wanted.
Perhaps it's too much.

I'll try anyone just once
Smiling is a disease
That keeps spreading.

In the naked hurry can tell us
Here we are
You tweak my ***
And we dive into the ocean.
  Grr like a smile and kiss
A shark smuches.

dark nails looted merch
Life lacks beauty
I shrug

Intensity is needing to offer up a feeling everything at once to be placed
Unfortunately that does happen just once before death, and my last dying breath
To be snuffed out it makes me
before my God, unhappy.

Make me the light of a fallen idea
  As Venus rising up out of the sea
Confronting the eternal peace
  Of these wages upon me
waves upon waves when
  They can wash every shore clean.

  Protection resides up in
The morning star light
  It gives and i receive it
Am I besides myself alone
having no other thing than
But what i am offered up
Halted afraid as in hurts
my brother's keeper.

My momma was so beautiful
She didn't have to touch the stove
She just brushed her hand
To turn it on.

Gazing at the what's-to-come
Your beauty is smoldering
Your beauty- here
- is Within.

I can’t receive
if I don’t believe
   and I’m having one of those dreamy
situations, on t.v, Thrown into the middle of Burmuda,
or a three way triangle and
with my tongue in cheek, or aside to my nose, I'm
left stuck to the subway rails
I know I'm not free candy.

The me
1
3
Answers
You guys
Can go f.u life
I came2 Funkin live

Broken maps explore
  shadow  <silent pause> meta
iamystery

Felt [shift in the force]
Input not from people helps
  entropy nor hope

<signal coherence>

Slipping Wet on my ***
Laugh At animals.-
Men.- and
who become
Them.

Aphantasia,
the best parts of life, just like     you l've always struggled with imagining chasing my own
  tale, but you?
  You've got your sights set on bigger things,
and neither of us can imagine what that is.

on't like me. .
On't be

What a waterfall is like to a river
Is What a black hole is to space,
everywhere is around us.

trying to find their meaning for existence
humans can escape their earth body's mathematical precision,
Search the sky by a seance.

Using a ouija board to ask, who is out there?
spirit offered me the use of it, as my body, like a pencil lead is falling away
onto the paper space in writing.

I am automatic following movements curving inwardly to know, what is in
here?
The known alphabet disappears
Mysterious math takes over
to try to explain read or reason.

between these layered skin equations, the lines
I observe time moving - faster-
As I look backward
events appear to be moving away from me, and the farther time is away from me to record it - slower -

moving outward toward a point
called the event horizon, the events answer
back with a single signal or sigil.
everywhere is around us.

If you ask me to understand you.
I raise my hand to say
....Questions?!

And I don't see empty trees-
I see branches as people dancing.

stony romance the nights impulse,
my eyes- ballooned and Eclipsed
B' shells, beat-to-the shore, lined up free
    dump the earth's A-crust,:

      below deck, I stretched, to the top of these stairs,
g, your hair, pulls hard, i brushed, against you - no other compares
and to: men who want, but fail, *sh!

and for all of my letting go
baby, that is just the thing
something like friends of many worries
come about
and worry bread worry friends

who ridicule
and my clothes, who I was just alive
and to your friends, and we fought
shamed you to giving into
the violence and we wrestled
a way to drive them off

we wrote to your clothes
line by line and in
their absence
and the strangle hold
on your life!

Me like
Saved and blankets and marriages
Milk and cookies

It means I go unnoticed
Dance around
The parents who
In a clearing of the throat

liked in my hole, liked like garbage
the racoons, the rabbits
looking in
singing my praises
can we all just get along inside
if my heart were still alive?

below the others
   the nothing else said
matters;
but what it takes,
   doesn't take matter,
and is inseparable.

in the red water
when I tried to meet you
i fought the mirror.

I could not clear the fog myself
every ****** I committed to look inside
in my secret, his claws turned
     burned with hatred
     cried because of hell.

I returned to you
where I escaped with few scratches
and the family cross, found words
i felt more bled and with you cleared the way.

I gave you a $20 tip
And without a mask
Engaged in a hug...
And I've not touched
Anyone for two years.
Like a firetruck freshly
Washed.  On a mission.

Never mind stumbling
I skipped school
So why try?

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joke >
Hey dud, what's up with that?            < Her man
joy >                                                           I prayed for this moment.
What does that mean?                                 < Her man
                                                            ­        ..., this time will be suicide blonde.

Ik what it's like to make your memories go away.
    You can make new ones.
Noone  can save my life
     I'm not what your looking for.

Gunpowder is made of what bombs go off
My tongue on my lip
Replaced that second hand.

White t-shirt kids wipe
The Saturday morning
Tube sticks for us
Bulls that come to run over.

Smile
And say I'll miss
You.
And watch
Out
Laugh
At you.
******
But kiss you

I do
With No bleed
Or lawn to feed
But her craziness sweet jane.

Life Huge. I give you. Life
You will give me your life

Tempted by" In God we trust" sometimes seen on legal tender?

Why are we not really  putting our trust in An infinite God
For our spiritual  matters
rather than our finite $$elves.


For we are now on a different basis; the basis of trusting and relying upon God.
I am not to put strange gods like $ money before Him
Money is not the problem
I'm the problem and people without IT!

oh! pay my bills when I have no bank account or place to live without a rental deposit, 1st Months rent, and a liveable  wage or without economic disparity placed before me, or secure health care or SSI for my so called disability
oh that!
I will gladly choose that God who can possibly manage all these non spiritual
Masters!

We are in the world to play the role He assigns. Just to the extent that we do as we think He would have us, and humbly rely on Him, does He enable us to match calamity with serenity.

maybe it was just all that I could love
and pull you around me or maybe
you just could fight less
and I lowerd that dagger in thee
as a big mac?

grateful to be sober

what it's like to make your memories go away.
    You can make new ones.
Noone  can save my life
     I'm not what your looking for.

Witch is good  sickness in an old house
Stay in bed naked
  sweat it out
Say, " until you Burn me at the stake"

Look. Sweet eno.
Life in the back of a police car

Purity, peace, happiness
Wisdom, bliss and LOVE

But life erodes & dilutes
Our true inner soul energy to travel! To Sweden.

The cherry-blossom petals,
      without so much as a hint of struggle,
will release themselves to the most gentle of breezes
      as if their very purpose is to fall,
   and gather with each other in a worse for wear dented pout
Far far faraway.

I breathe hard and like reading a menu
Waiting for a waitor
Write my script on a napkin.
It's hard to listen
When you're staring at someone

A dont try
I can't
Uk kiss or wait for you
To answer phone calls
I have new interesting clothes you wanna see?
if I call you in july
Please pick up but
Before December.