With out you I would have never known what it was like to love.
Never known what it was like to have the world around me melt away
Never be able to see how bright the sun truly is..
Or even how much I hate myself for falling in love with you.
With out you I wouldn't be able to say I was happy.
Ot that your a big part of who I am now.
With out you you I wouldn't have survived the past two years.
With out you I wouldn't have learned how to breathe.. or fly
with out you I wouldn't know how much I wish I had died....
Without you.. I wouldn't Be Me.

There is no haunted house scarier than the place I speak of.
No creepy woods late at night compares.
The scariest place a human can be, a place no one is safe from.
To be alone with your thoughts can be the most devastating place anyone could be.
You are trapped with only thoughts and feelings and nothing can save you but yourself.
Some people are easily able to evade the thoughts and move on to other things, but some of us aren't that lucky.
For those of us who are trapped inside the tunnels of our minds we constantly are interrupted by overwhelming thoughts and nothing can stop them.
It's easy for people on the outside to think we can just turn off these bad thoughts but for us trapped there is no escaping this horrifying place. It's a constant battle of worry and misconceived ideas that we aren't good enough, that everything we do isn't enough for someone.
But never give up the internal battle with the demons that hide in your tunnel. You are good enough.

My family, Well they think I’ve lost my mind.
I tell them i keep seeing you in my dreams.
Where,nothings changed.
Side by side, my hand in yours.
You have that smile that makes my heart race.

I know as long as you love me I’ll be okay.
But, your not here and Im alone now.  
I think I’m lost.
All I have are memories.
Ill start to fell better then i trip over myself.
Am I fool for loving you?