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Dorian Oct 2014
Luminescent, reflective
The waves washed off of her
Standing waist deep in the water
I waded forward
toward her
Waited for it

Pressed her lips to my ear
whispered an offer
I couldn't deny
had no reply
Only tears that I cried
for the promise of being revived
With my hand over my nose and mouth
and her hand on mine
There in the river, baptized
for the second time

but submerged beneath the surface
the surge of the current swelled
furnace bubbling beneath rocks
the opened doors of hell

She began her ascent
My arms bent
backward
trying to maintain but
wet grips slip

a piece of me stayed with her
must've included my third eye
for i watched my body fall
from somewhere higher in the sky
Dorian Sep 2014
running through dim light
street alleys and courtyards
frantic/find shelter from the approaching storm
its on top of us/imminent
threat/the windswept city
will crumble above us
separated immediately
after the rush of anxiety
from the dream beings i felt closest with
alone at the end
in a mosque i find myself
refuge/lightning blue
flashes through the windows
illuminate the assorted
panicking peers

with each grounding of energy
building quakes foricing people to the carpet
holding onto each other
but i stand and wander
across the broad floor
beneath the shaking frame of the door
to a room without a wall
where i watched a lake of liquid fire creep forth

the holiest man came to stand beside me
we both kneeled by the rising shore
heads turned upward
looking into the core
of the tornados swirl
we placed our hands on the surface
my flesh singed but his glowing skin sank smooth
out of the magma he bore two rings of gold
and placed them on each on my longest fingers
what does any of it mean
Dorian Jun 2014
-wake up-


I can't stop licking this brand new  /
                                                            / crack in my tooth


                                     What am I to do
when the tension begins to break me
             and it shows?
Dorian Jun 2014
Before I know it


Spit ****, split skin
I'm laying on pavement

My heartbeat increasing
My pupils dilated

And I hear your voice
Telling me I can take it

But it sounds so far
And I feel like I'm fading

In and out of consciousness
My numb fingers lock and twitch


Can we go to the hospital
Now and not later

If I close my eyes now
I may meet my maker

If I had the choice
I would be my own savior

But I'm too busy right now
Feeling too dizzy right now


Maybe when things slow down
I'll tell you what I'm thinking

Though I'd rather pretend
This had all been a dream


And soon I'll wake up
Dorian Jun 2014
I've got a constant tension in my clenched jaw
Muscles bulging beneath skin that I have rubbed raw
I know you've seen my nervous ticks and haven't run far
But the way I'm swayed by my emotions follows no strict law

To get an effect you need a cause
Unfortunately I rarely recognize it until after I've felt the loss
of the situation

Wish life had a transport so I could hit pause
rewind and playback

My mother's in the basement
Crying over the implications
"Why would you say that?"

Never can tell when it will begin
Feel the blood rush
Anxiety kicking in

Before I know it
Dorian Jun 2014
Oh

I want to hear you speak
                                             slow

Syllables slither from between your lips

Slip into my ear

And seep deep into my
                                           soul

Nestled silence between the words

I love you
                                And goodnight
Dorian Jun 2014
Peace unto you
My morning star
Rise with the setting of the moon
Beneath your light I've travelled far

Would you bring peace unto me
My quiet prayer
As I venture out alone
Would you be there
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