"Without struggles there is no story that will motivates us to continue so, don't hate your struggles cuz one day your struggles will be come a massage to the world."
                                                                           -D.E.T

"Everyone has experienced a moment where they are going through something and it's hard when someone doesn't catch that you are in pain but you mange to put a smile in your face because you want to let everyone know that you are okay although you aren't."
                                                        ­           - D.E.T

"Tell you this I am a failure but I still remain faithful so, to those who give up just know this get up and try cuz you never know that at the same time you are failing but at the sametime your opportunity is right there hiding where the failing is landing."
                                                                     -D.E.T

"If you dream of success then work hard cuz it's 100 percent to make it happen all you gotta do is work hard I know it takes a lot of work but you'll see that hard work means something as you go."
                                                                  -D.E.T

"We all have shoes that we don't want to step on but when someone wants to accomplish they don't care they just take the action to accomplish their dreams so, you should do the same."
                          -D.E.T

"The thing that I don't understand about life is why is hate powerful than love? Why can't love be more powerful than hate? Why is it that we do things harder when we can make peace and love happen easily?"
                                                                         -D.E.T

"What makes us the same is that we were all created by the same god and we were born but what makes us different is who we choose to be and our background stories and the path we choose to take."
                                                         -D.E.T

Burning  fever
Its signify
As the ''Sea of flames''
From the other side
Lies the pale of glory
It's the fever
Of the old times

Old but cold
Among the top
The pure
Of innocence
Lies on the side of depravity

Among the battles
Among anathema
Of difference
Lies the voice of the horror

By:D.E.T

I remember
It was September
I was your member

But something happen
I begin
To feel some type of pain

When you were gone
I was alone
And I don't know
How how to let this pain
Out of my chest
And yes
It felt like the death
Was taking my breath

Knowing that you were gone
Yeah, everything was getting wrong

Cause I begin to feel depressed
And stressed
Because I found myself missing you

Yeah, from the day you left my world was blue
Cause you were my glue
For this shoe

Yeah, you were happy
To go flow

While my core
I begin to feel poor

As I looked your face
I realized that my heart felt the empty space
Yeah, I hit the base

As you walked away
I made my way to my room
Where everything seemed black
As my tears fell my tears cracked

Yeah, I try my best to get myself busy
So, I could get dizzy
And then get sleepy

But just remembering you
It makes me feel blue

Guess it's September
To remember
When you want gone

By:D.E.T

People are tryin' to get by
But when they look at the sky
People begin to cry
Theu can't stop
Their own sob

Your grin
Was so, thin
That everyone could see it
People can't admit
You're death

That took your breath
Why? Did you flee?
Was it time for you to leave?
Or was it time for god to receive?
You
Into his blue sky
Go fly high

While we say goodbye
You did your best
So, go on and rest

Because now you are blessed
In gods hands
God understands
Why you land
On his heaven sand

Because it was time for you to rest
And to be blessed
Or not feel stressed

Even if the side falls
Stand tall
Even if you feel ill
Still stand tall
In order to succeed

If there is a need
For you to open a door
Without a floor
I know you will
Even if you feel ill

Start form the ground
So, when rise up you'll feel proud
I've walked lonely rows
Without words

As the world gets cold
We get old
But all you have to do is hold
On to hope

You shaded tears
Because you feel your fears
But what you have to know is you're near
All you have to do is stand, stay, strong

By:D.E.T
Date: 12/22/15

Hate to see that frame
And know that my face ain't the same
Cuz I know I am dying slowly
And lonely
But that's just the truth
Sometimes I wish I could re-do

Myself
Cuz I would create a strong shell
To protect myself

Yeah, there was too much weight
That I wanted to escape
From
But there gotta be some
People who beat hell out of me
Yeah, cuz they want me to be
Something that isn't me

Yeah, tell you this
Sometimes I miss
My smile
Cuz as I walked the mile
I realized
That the file had real lies
As I begin to look at the lines

My tears made me go blind
And erased
My smile I had in my face
Yeah, as people in my school
Who were trying to act cool
Told me to go commit suicide

I took a side
And that slid
To realize that if I committed suicide

My whole family would cry
And as I visualize
No! I won't **** myself
Cuz I am here for a purpose
And those who thought

I was worthless
End it up plotting dots
Yeah, hate to know
That I could've save myself

But I was too focus on my fears
That made me drop tears
Yeah, every night I had nightmares
That turned up my fears
To speak up

Tell you this
Sometimes I just wanted to disappear
And appear
In a lonely world
Where I could feel that happiness
But what happens
When you are so, focused
On the fears
Makes your spirit
Get the ticket
To know that if you speak
Yeah you will kicked
And picked
But though I was split

I begin to flip coins
And take turns
To see if that would change the things
But it did nothing


Not till that day
The sky was gray

Yeah, this bullies
Were behind me
Yeah I ran fast so, they don't find me
But they got me
And began to kick me
And pick me

Yeah, that's where I realized
In my own eye's
That I had to fight back

Yeah, they got that smack
Didn't care if my bones cracked
But they got that smack

Cuz I as tired that I acted weak
Cuz I didn't speak

And after that day I realized
That there was hope
In surface
And yeah I begin to face

The fears
And the doors of happiness
Begin to appear

By:D.E.T                              

                                           WE
                                          ARE
                                          ALL
                                        BORN
                                       TO DIE
                                    SO, QUIT
                               THE FIGHTING
                             AND ENJOY LIFE
                             CAUSE WE LIVE
                           ONCE NOT TWICE
                                  BUT ONCE!

Final love letter
Before
Death
Retains the last breathe

Silver moon shines
Twinkling brilliant glitter

Discolor blossom
Adorning till the last sunset
Till the skylight cracks

Written in July 14, 2016

Spring the leaf is born
And summer the leaf has grown
Then when autumn has arrived

The golden leaves
Will whisper
Good bye
To the branches
That once form
Part of the tree

Silently the leaf will collapse
On the ground
With no sound

Kneeling down
It will lay down till
They become dust

Meanwhile the wild
Breeze
Blows
The sentimental memories
The shadows of the wind

Will make the leaves that lay down in the ground
Speak to the shadows
Of the remains
Of the presence

Till it slowly
And lonely fade away........

By:D.E.T

I feel alone
Yeah, I find myself in this road
In a alone world
Where I don't know
Don't like people
Asking D.E.T
"How's Life?"
Can't y'all see my eyes
In see what lies
So, don't expect D.E.T
To take a seat
And speak
About depression
Cuz I won't show my expressions

Towards this depression
So, don't put pressure
Cuz I'm a stressor
No, don't help me
Cuz you yell at me
So, don't tell me
About life

Cuz in life I'm not doing fine
Yeah, I used to tried
But once you get hurt you just go dry
That you no longer cry
Yeah, sometimes I wonder why?

Soon as I walk out this door
People look at me like poor
But don't feel pity
For D.E.T. cuz that's life for D.E.T

That's what god
Put me in cuz that's his job
Yeah, there are times that I just want to give up
Cuz when I look up
I end up hooking up
My thoughts
When I look up I put God's name
And start to blame
Myself
For not showing my emotions
But too bad their on oceans

By:D.E.T

Must of thought that I had you
As time flew
I knew
There was never something
In between you and I

I've come to realize that it was all in my head
Maybe I should be dead

Cuz the thought of having is impossible
Yet, impossible
But get's unstoppable
When you are in my brain

I keep on trying to maintain
The pain

But thought of you seems
Flowing and growing

So, I just go around
Searching
******* this silence is burning

But there is no trace just the memories
That won't fade
Cuz when you feel the aches
There ain't

No, median to heal
What you feel

The thought
Of dropping off
My emotions
To the ocean
Ain't gonna work
Cuz it's like a curse
That you gotta learn how to heal it first

But for me ain't working
So, my I should get going busy
Cuz it makes it easy
But doesn't cuz it's all the thoughts
That keep plotting

By:D.E.T

It's all simple
Picking up a pencil
But when it comes to mental
The writers start to hit a level
Where it all goes double mental
Yeah, you can try to be gentle
To your pencil
As you think so,
Hard your mind begans to act like a volcano

Cuz as you start to think
How to plot this
I mean you can or can't
So, if we can't we start to think
Straight
So, soon as the ink
Reaches to the paper
We plot 'em
Like dot's
We don't care about the spot
We just jot
Down the dot's

An' as we write, write
We hold on tight
Still we gotta be polite
For what we write
Soon as we complete the paper
And show it to the people we can see our character

And as we get lost in our wonder's
We don't realize about the hour's
Cuz we don't mind
Cuz we got an eye
For what we jot down
We are too focus on our zone
That we don't know
On what we had thrown
Ourselves
No, this ain't no mess

Cuz when we pick up the pen
We drop down the name
Cuz the lines can be a rhyme poem

If we don't got paper it may become a issue
But if there's tissue
Paper
We drop it
Cuz our thoughts
Is what we need to drop

We can write somethin' that can be nonsense
So, that can give us
A chance
To make a difference

Us as writers we gotta live life
Cuz there are still words that lies
On the side
Of us

We care if our arm
Get's harm
Cuz we need it hold on the pen tight
And write

Us, as writer's we got a friend
That will never end
And that's writing


(There is a second part for this but it is not complete)

By:D.E.T

I don't need a council
Cuz all I need is a pencil
To help me when I feel down some

I don't need council
Cuz I can handle
This mess
And stress
With the final
Paper and pencil

Lie but all the truth,
Will come out from someone's tooth,

Wake up world,
Cause we're going cold,
And getting old,
Wake up!
We are all humans,
Why put pollution,
To something that has a solution?

To those who suffer,
Go tougher,
But don't turn pain as hate,
Cause that ain't nothing,
If you chose to hate,
You'll realize that you're late,
And to those who hurt,
You'll get burn,
As you realize that you hurt,

And to be honest I see humans,
But in reality,
I don't see humanity,

And to the people who think about money,
But don't think about the loving honey,
Cuz their heads are so, focused on the money,
But when they look around they realize ,
With their own eyes,
They got nothing,
But a crushing dream,
That seems to make their theme,
So, gloomy,
As their beauty,
Is fading away,
They turn away,
To find their way,
But man it's too late,
To fix,
What you mix,

To those who live in a mansion,
You think you got everything you imagine,
But what will happen when you start feeling empty?
And your shoulder get heavy,
And when you aren't ready,
To collapse you point your finger to god,
And tell him that he did a bad job,
For letting you collapsed on the ground,

Wake up!
Because we only live once,
You can make your thoughts bounce,
But you can't make something bounce,
For something that happened once,
Wake up!
Live your dreams,
So, your dreams don't become screams,

By:D.E.T

You stick your nose in my business
So, you can listen to my weakness
Am I surprise that you used my weakness

No, not really
Cuz I feel pity
Cuz you thought
That what you heard
Was a good word

To listen
You tellin' me you're a cold hearted
Good, let's get it started
Cuz a cold hearted
Doesn't fall in love

Listen you wanna be a cold hearted
That's what you wanna be
I got a weakness

Yeah, I struggle
With my troubles

By:D.E.T

Back no playtime
On the daytime
No break time

Cuz I'm so stressed
On what's coming next
My last success didn't hit me

I got some advice
On how to keep / treat theses line
Gotta do this clearly
Cuz I got to many
Write down
Or jot down

Cuz I talk to my readers
Cuz they are my leaders
That make the decision
To vision
On how I took the time
To make my lines

So, there is no break time
Bet people can't wait for what's coming next
I bet y'all can't wait for the steps
I take to make these line

Hope y'all feel me
When I talk about somebody
That I feel sorry
I try to be hearty

I took a step
Cuz that's what I expected
So, I can blew up the past
That keeps passing
But really I feel like I keep grabbing
Any words that comes up to my brain

Cuz I am try'na make things clearly
Cuz I'm trying to unbury
The feelings
That are laying
On my chest
And yes
I'm trying to get the stress
So, I don't have to look at my regrets
And get upset

And soon as I get this hope you note this
So, you can notice
How I focus
As I face the surface

Written July 16, 2016

Hum of the silence
Meanwhile the breeze is twirling
Onto  the rocky waves

Politely they collide
Splashing
Crushing against each other

The oceans waves keep dancing underneath the moonlight

Mean while in the daylight the sky
Is dye
To azure, white and gray

Dominant utter
Day and night

Day the waves roar
Night the waves soar

By:D.E.T.

When I leave
Just sleep
But don't bleed
If you feel the pain gain
Just know it'll
Heal
So, there is no big deal
If you feel ill
Just try to heal

When I leave
Don't turn around
And make a sound
With your words
Cuz I'll pretend that those are the birds
Don't face me cuz in this case
You have to find your own place

And space
That you belong
Stay strong
When I'm gone

Cuz I'm done
With this pain
Don't complain
Or try to explain
Cuz it don't mean nothing

I frown
When you drown me
Keep your distance
Cuz I don't want to know about your experience

Cuz you bother to help me
When I bleed
Inside and out
That's what it's about

You not helping me
So, let me flee

So, when I leave I won't shad a tear
Cuz this how it seems to appear
To me

So, know this when I leave
Just know that I don't want to bleed

By:D.E.T

She was terrified
But she made up a lie
Telling the world she's fine

What a surprise
That she's still alive
That's what everyone says
But she has already counted the days

Before she fades away
She's gonna breakaway
The cage that she is trap in
She won't let nobody win
Cuz now she is playing hurtin'
So, every time they breathe in

Their going to feel their skin burn
Yeah, is their turn
To payback
Now they are gonna be the ones hiding underneath their mask

When she would cried
They all stepped aside
Acting like her sobs was a piece of music
To click
Play
All the weekends
She would spent on her room to healing the bruises

Now she finds it pointless
Cuz she has noiced
And focuse
That it's worthless
To show her emotions
Cuz she can see
That the people only made her bleed

When she would cried
They all act like here tears where some joke
She choke
As she sow how cruel
This world was yeah it's time to play cool

But this game
Has a list a name
Where you are gonna feel her pain
Yeah, she gonna play it cool

But when she would cried
She stepped aside
And hide
The feelin' felt like she wanted to die
But she took a ride
Where she took
And hook
Her heart
No, her heart no longer feels electrified

Cuz when she would cried
No, one cares if she was terrified

Fragile soul
Fragile

Soft crystal sobs
Soft crystal love

Pure romance
Soft sweet lips
Yet, the savior of the lips
Was bitter

She gave him roses
And as a return she got the thorns
She gave him meat and as a return she got the bones

Standing in a field cover up in white flowers
Gently holding the only red rose

What else can be red?
If she is surrounded by white roses

Looking at all the thorns
She holds them tight
Till the thorns cut her open

The blood is dripping
While she runs around the white field
Abd covers the white roses in red blood

Till she gets pale
For the last time she smiles
And whispers

"Finally the roses are red..."
Then collapses and for the last time she takes a look at the red rose that he gave her

Isn't this the real world?
Isn't this the real road?
Isn't this the real row?

Cuz I don't think so,
Cuz all this hate
Only generates
More hate

I don't believe it's the skin color
Is better than any other
I just see how this people follow the order

In that order that this people believe is that appearances
Speaks for out characteristic

Not everyone is the same
So, don't blame
On other people
For someone's mistakes
And try to make them shake
With fear
And drop a tear

Why can't we just discuss
About this issue
This could be beneficial

Why demonstrate
Hate
If people don't think straight

Wait,
Where is the love
That someone above
Created

Can someone translate
This, I bet when this world decreases
Someone is gonna release
This weakness

Someone describes
This feeling I feel inside

No, I don't think so,
Because based on the looks
No, one cares
Or dares

This is just a waste
Of space
With this hate
That this world has generated

Why can't we just demonstrate
That we are all equal
We are people
With sense
But we just act like we don't have sense
Cuz we put a limit fence

Why demonstrate?
This hate
Because one day god is gonna crack the sky
And make us realized
That in our own eye's
We are the same

But no we don't think straight
Cuz we let hate
Cover the truth that we are equal

BY:D.E.T

Faith belongs to those who are not blind
To sight the light and darkness
When the light's fade
All you are left is with darkness
Because 'tween the light there was always the darkness

I've never been the type of kid
Who fits in cause they think I ain't nothing
But in top of my head I keep it clear I am something
I've never been the type of kid
Who fits in cause they don't listen
So, I start to wish in
All I want is piece of peace
But when you got haters
You got their names written on the papers
No one know that
My life is all mystery
So, that's why Keep on moving me
Cause this is the play, place, page I don't wanna be
Cause I got a lot to complete
And compete
Y'all talkin about how gross
This goes
Yeah, keep your nose
And toes
On my episodes
But take this slow
Cause y'all don't know
If this show
Is goanna blow
Y'all don't know
How much hate I got , cause I have to fight to plot my dots
So, this people can see my point
I lost my faith
I lost my taste
On this world
I lost my word's, roads
Y'all don't know what means to stand on this corner
In hear this people  say, and think you have some type of disorder
They just don't know
Cause they can't hear me
Cause all they think is the can heal me
With this medicines
That makes me get the aches
Yeah, I said it I get the shakes
When I ain't
Taking what they put me on the table
Cause those pills are not capable
To change or heal my mental illness
This illness that I got in my brain
Is something you can't fix
But mix

Y'all don't know
Y'all just don't know
Only myself and I

Y'all don't know
Y'all just don't know
how it's to be treated like a dope


I'm always all alone
Yeah, people say look at that girl
Walking alone
Come on she's all on her own
This bullies come up to you in do their show I'm ready, to get hurt
Get treated like dirt
Yeah, you know when you show up on school they are goanna play you like a fool
Same cycle same names
Same life with this people who treat you unfriendly
Got my enemy next to me
Im this is the place that I don't want to be in
Cause I get beaten up
Even if you speak up they keep on
Till you get gone