when they told me not to smoke
for it will shorten my life
i merely laughed at them
for they thought i was so stupid
to do such thing
"who even wants to die early?"
three years later
i find myself
saying "i do."

the second thing
i can think of that is so useless
in this world
is educating kids
about how the world is spherical
but not why

why i still have people who claim they love me stand by me is because they still have not seen the other side of me i never planned on showing, ever

i'd use my last breath just to accuse you of murdering me

nothing stays
nothing stays the same
nothing stays

and i can assure you that it is going to be so cliche you're going to hate it

when our hands touched,
i could feel a tiny part of my soul dancing for the first time
that's impossible but i swear to god i felt it
when jokes were told, i didn't want to laugh
i didn't want to missed it; looking at you laugh
because for god's sake, you are one beautiful creature

to feel your presence around me while we walked together made me feel less lonely
and i liked your smell that kept lingering on my nose

and i am trying to find ways
to ****** these emotions
for god,
you have no clue what
it is capable of
when it makes me feel attracted to a person

you knew that so why did you let go?