it still burns
it still burns
will it always burn?
until then i might need you to soak me
in cool waters, coolness that you have
wrap me, please,
take care of me, please
like no one else has

lifting bones off of silvery flesh
skinless and slowly down my throat
and I ate it without caring for
where it came from except the price
dipped in tomato sauce
a ****** mess
I won't worry about your indifference
and I kiss you just to kiss you
and to make you feel better
with your straight face and your indifference
I can still feel your sweetness, no matter how simple
you may be, I can still feel your roughness,
no matter how complex you may be

sometimes no words are more than words
and you still took me home
you were simple, clear direct words,
I still wanted to know everything in your mind
because by then you already shut me and the world out
all to protect the energy that was no longer there
drainage sometimes means that you have to accept

shaking nose, smaller nostrils, slightly perked up
thinner bridges, and button, pixy like
angel v-shaped chin and I smile
I'm so grateful, yes, so grateful
for the placement of venus, of my veins
somewhere there is an old me


smiling cheekbones, I look different,
maybe perfect, I look different
somewhere in this mirror, I look different
and then I see me in the lake and
I look different
tingling here, respiratory, needing to
breathe it in, sickness leaves, health disperse ... goddess...

wrestling leaves on the ground grassy leaves
bruised knees bony man
and I kissed you just to kiss you
I licked your lips
sweet fruit
unripe peach
still to ripen
juicy flesh and young
fat and short
somewhere there is
frog legs hopping
and still, I continued to eat them
dipping me
tomato in me
not to make me cry
it is sweetness
it is gentle
it is a nice fruit


did you see
the tomato seeds
that I planted in your hair
in your ears
in your noses
down to your feet




vines wrap you
maybe something
else will come out of the rot
because root
violet root
violet root rot happens
to the low hangers
chili peppers and fruits
berries get it, potatoes too,
too much selenium








did you see this
I look different
did you see can you see this
to match what
you said you wanted
because who am I really
what am I?
am I acacia? am I an angel?
am I a person? I am shapeshifting
I am changing
I am always me and not me
because I look different so I can
be what you wanted
because I couldn't decide
what I wanted to be
I am changing
I look different
different from one place to another
accepting me
just for me
what is me? nowadays i don't know
and you kissed me
you still kissed me
despite knowing this
and I still sang badly into your ears
talking a lot
I look perfect can you not say that
can you at least say that in
your head I can be a beauty
because that still
matters to my young heart you know
I am sweetness
can I be, please?
let me see here, I am different
I look nice, don't you like the way I look in this dress
do you see my legs now? can you kiss them?
what about my arms? don't you see me?
aren't you happy with what I am?
can you be happy? I'm trying to make you happy here
but what about me? I am happy being for
is this me, used to being used, I am always
letting myself be used and putting myself in the ways to be used...
how can I be lovely? just to be lovely? just to be lovely for me?
I want to dance on the rock, naked, in the middle of a lake
with a waterfall splashing on me

I want to be part of nature this way,

I don't want to be judged
I want you to judge me
judge precious things about me

I'll let you watch me, just to watch me, please don't make me cry
can you watch me? can you see me? do you want to see me?
do you want to watch me? please hold me gently

watch me gently, don't let your eyes dislike what it sees
please let yourself like what it sees when it looks at me
and I'm desperate, I'm sorry i'm desperate, I'm still trying
here, I want to grow, I'm trying to sit with acacia
and she is  still breaking free from such confines

she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is she is

acacia do you dance just to dance? please laugh just to laugh
please write just to write please draw just to draw
don't let what others say make you scared, make you shake
you are lovely, just to be lovely, don't let yourself cry
over those things, it can be simple, it can be sweetness
it's okay if they don't want to join you

you do these things and you can be acacia, you can be a pretty baby,
you can be safe, you are safety, you are a pretty baby, as cute as a button, remember hopping down those aisles, you can be now
you are imperfect, you are different, you are changing, you can kiss me, you can touch me, you are kissing just to kiss and you want to be simple and complex sweetness, attach to the water, let the waterfall come

to you privacy, privacy, you want privacy, you want privacy, sleepy private, privacy, somewhere warm, safety and privacy. oh, you're private, oh you're private privacy. read all of this.

did you see me there?
look around the corner: tying my shoes
polypylase pearls wrapped around my waist
multiple seashells wrapped around my waist
quiet moment drifting through time like air
buttered by shells, slowly melting as though it is
cream, creamy flesh, my creamy flesh
when i die i'll take you to the grave

soaring strums, cricketing in my ear drums
throbbing inside of me like it is building now
once inside i can't get out
swinging around around around wrapping around like a rope
in my throat
down to my shoulder
around coiling my waist like a snake
slolwy through my thighs, calves, shins, my feet
rolling neck
do you have to sing so smoothly? do you have to sing to me with pleasure?
those moans in your voice, no, do you have to speak to me this way?
why do you insist on loving me with your falsettos and your sweet belts?
i'll hit you again, strike you on, please, let me rub you and hold you
i want to lick



creeping up the stairs, your voice on tip toes
stopping and body swaying overhead
eyes low, softly looking my body
up down and like you want me with a
subtle boyish wonder, amazement and awe, starstruck
your mouth opened slightly
when you decided to marry me like a man
and like a boy you wanted me near you
innocently you grabbed my feet to begin massaging
staring at me with unexpecting and bright eyes
you see shells break off from me
pieces of dust and gold fall from my scalp
you watch as my derriere glows
and my bre asts sag like water-heavy flowers
tulips my bre asts are, you stroke each petal
bulbs of garlic i am
soft petal blooms, soft flows
wrestling in your white plain brightness
badness entails between my legs
loosen your studio

finger in my hair: like my curls? i'm his fcking world

i'm his, i'm his world
i catch your breeze, he's cold
young and rowdy bowdy beauty drain, gold wine sipping off whites
he loves my shape, he loves my curvy waist, my big b00ty in his face, yeah, my br3asts are in his face, yeah
and i shake it up and down over him with
these ice diamonds on me, when we're in the vee,
he wants to fck on me.

trippin' when he sees,
chocolate ebony, come on, *** on me.
rub on ebony, ivory plated teeth, yeah.
broken girl you want to fix me, know,
come here and try to take control
love on, love on me, tame me, tame me, please.

yeah i'm that b1!tch that you know
daddy you know i like to play, come on play with me, play with my body
you are so serious, so so serious, loosen up with me, come play with me
come have fun with me

i'll paint it all on me, paint it, paint it all on me
come get me d1rty, please come with me,
hot little mama and i roll around in the breeze
he is all on me, up in the trees, looking down
from the north and west. please don't cross me,
i'll do you  d1rty. marry marry me. throw it all on me.

bounce me daddy please. you love the way the i move,
i throw my little fits, and i talk my little sh1!t , and i always
get my way. you love all the sh1!t that i say.
doing anything for me, his angel, and we make the
goal, take it off, all up in the sea, sandy knees, sandy beach,
yeah, yeah he's my ***** don't you know and he's the one
that i ain't ever told.

running on my tippy toes through the sand
giggling full smiles bouncing bodied babe
thin cloth strapped privates by string
thin cloth cupping my ******* with string
he watches with sand on his legs
swim briefs attached to his pelvis
protecting his manhood from the grab
of my hands and the kiss of the sun
replaced by the kiss of me
runs after me and grabs me by the waist
his sweetness rolling around me
like clouds of honey drizzling nutmeg onto bread
sweet and fresh shimmering ice is his eyes
and he injects sweet poison into my mouth
with his eyes with the way he looks at me
looking  down at me and a grin spreads across his face
we kiss to thrash around in our youth
and in our growing tides
and in our pangs of humanity
we ring as people do when they are
in love for a moment
we sing as people do when they are
in love for a life time