I shook him by his shoulders looking for him to give me something he can't but he can in his own way with the way he stares with the way he kisses me and the way he grabs me the way he pulls me into his arms I had no idea such a love could exist this special love that I wouldn't trade for a thing I close my eyes and hear his heart beating feel his eyes, his loud eyes, the loudest thing in this room he has no idea, he has no idea
the way his beard feels and his lips his earthen smell and his brown hair looking up at him, he looks down at me experiencing this man's beauty I swim I swim in it I swim I swim in it