I love him
really, I do
still I get a bit insecure
so I have to keep my eyes away from him
when we walk to the store
or walk in a museum
or walk in the park
I have to keep my eyes on anything but him
because if I look at him and we are out
my stomach might churn
and I’ll get butterflies
because I feel a bit sad
because he looks everywhere else but me
and I know he loves me
and I love him too
so to keep it okay I have to
look away