i burn the candle and i say:

as much as i don’t want it
turn off the internet
turn off my phone at night
make me eat at the table
make me eat everything off my plate
keep me healthy
keep me on the right track
show me what a real home is
show me what a good life is
just until i can do it myself
please give me relief
please i’ll be good for you
please i’ll be good for me