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 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
i am over you
yet
a piece of
my broken heart
still loves you
while
i'm forgetting you
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
You took away
my happiness
you took away
my beauty
you took away
my heart
you took away
my smile
you took away
my life
You took away
my love
You took away
My everything
and now
you are trying
to take MY RIGHT
of loving you
from me
FOREVER...
KNOW THAT IT IS MY RIGHT FOREVER
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
the worst accident
happened in
my heart.....
and
it happened
because of
you.....
and i hate this
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
I'm dreaming of
you and me
forever
while
you are dreaming of
you and her
forever.......
Is this coincidence or planned
I just don't know
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
i loved you
for who you are
        and
you hate me
for who she is.....
crazy unfair love
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
well
from today on-wards
i'm going to pretend
like i don't care about you
while
the truth is
i really do care.....
sometimes i think,
why the hell i need to care about you
when you really ignore me.......???
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
i
just
love
the
way
you
hurt
me....
  -cute crazy-
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
even though
you don't love me
i always wish
that
you have
good nights
       and
sweet dreams
forever.....
    -cute crazy-
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
i bother
to know
about you
and
you bother
to know
about her.....
      -cute crazy-
i just hate that.....
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
my mind says
"get over him"
and
when i try
to forget you
my heart shouts
"what the hell?
are you trying
to **** me?"
  -cute crazy-
and
i am suffering
in between
because of you
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
now
i realize
we shared
something
we don't have
 May 2014
Forgotten Heart
i thought
we shared
something
that
no one
ever shared..........
but you never knew me....
Balance.  What a charged and pregnant word.

Balance.  Common in our daily vernacular
but void of it's innate and innermost meaning

Balance - what do you see?
The Golden scales of antiquity?

What a dichotomous lie
For Balance is multi-planar, multi-dimensional
Multitudes of exponential, fractal-like branches
Hanging from the largest trunk of the largest tree with the largest network of life-providing roots spreading in all directions at once like a wild-fire with unlimited fuel

Balance.  It's perfectly symmetrical reflection
Only distorted by the waters of our perception
Thrives and simultaneously strives for connection
Connection to the mirrors of eternity
The pristine, naked, flesh-covered bodies of pure vulnerability, set free to explore this spherical dream

Balance is a friend, but left unseen, reaching for our touch without so much of a glance towards it's arduous efforts to bond with the deep dwelling dreams of Souls,
Balance can be distorted, as the tree is, in the ripples of our confused and distracted minds.

Crack!  A branch breaks.
Balance falters, catches itself and picks up its severed limb - a sacrifice, for the greater good.  The only good.

Crack!  Another branch breaks.
Balance steps to redistribute it's misaligned weight
A sacrifice, for the greater good.  The only good.

A fitting mantra.

Crack!  Crack!  Crack!  Branches breaking back to back
Plummeting to the cold hard ground.
This sudden decay is too much to handle
The limbs of this great tree, the greatest amongst all cannot regrow at the speed at which the others wither

Ironically, balance is now imbalanced

Shaking, desperately grasping the ground with its roots  to stay upright, at the very least, to remain present, persistent, possible, but, most importantly, present
Present for those vulnerable naked bodies to one day glance past their distorted waters and into the depths of what truly is...

A force, so strong, so humble, so forgiving reaching out through it's remaining, fatigue-strewn branches in a dire need to make contact with the branches of our mortality

When branches unite, as they shall, as they always do from time to time,
Imbalance is washed away as waves wash the shore
And Balance emerges from the distorted waters, now retreating, pulled by the tide of self-awareness

Perfectly, our fingers fill the gaps of our grief-stricken but eternally determined ally and meet with it's tender stumps, the necessary wounds of time
A fusion of worlds meld the two together in a forge as hot as the sun but as nourishing as a mother's touch

Balance, in all it's glory, sewn to us through the channels of our consciousness is now, truly, and undeniably,

Balanced.


- Brian Patrick Williams
11/13/2013
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