I've never been one to rejoice deaths;
Tonight is different though
What a relief it is to finally realize
That my feelings for you
Are as dead as the affection you once had for me
I've been holding on to my feelings for someone for so long. I don't know why; maybe it's because of the undeniable chemistry paired with luckless timing. But this person just seems to be so out of reach that whatever I do, I'd still fall short of achieving what I want (aka this guy I'm talking about). I'm just glad that tonight, no matter how bittersweet it feels, I think I'm finally letting go of my feelings.