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 Feb 2017
Yule
Luster all you can
Shine until I am blind
You're the gem
I ought to protect
and the treasure
I'll sought to find
you're my precious diamond;

{nj.b}
 Feb 2017
Yule
Like each star on the night sky,
you're shining like diamonds
You're worth a millions
So beautiful, I could only sigh
so far away...

{nj.b}
 Feb 2017
Yule
I miss you so much,
even if we haven't met before
You don't even have
the slightest clue of who I am
And I am not even sure
you'll get to know at all
should I just accept our fate?

{nj.b}
 Feb 2017
Yule
Your every move
seems to catch my eye
And your warmth
draws me closer to you

I want to touch your hand
to see if it fits into mine
I want to touch your face
to see your eyes flutter

I yearn for your touch
I dread to hear your voice
and for you to be beside me

All I want is for you to sing
lullabies in these cold nights

But we could only meet
in a place called my head
As I drift off into sleep
In my dreams, we meet again
so far from my grasp...

{nj.b}
 Feb 2017
Yule
matagal ko na rin 'tong iniisip
hangga't maaga pa, ako'y bibitaw na
dahil alam ko una pa lang
sa huli ako'y masasaktan

masakit man para sa akin
pero bakit ba hindi ko kayang tanggapin?
na ako at ako lamang ang nagmamahal
na ako lamang ang maghihintay ng ka'y tagal

alam kong dapat hindi ko 'to iisipin
dapat wala na akong dapat hangarin
na higit pa sa dapat kong damdamin
dahil kahit kailanman
alam kong hindi mo ito maibabalik

pilit man kitang layuan
ako yung mas nahihirapan
bakit ba ganyan ang iyong mga titig?
lalo tuloy akong nasasabik...

bakit nga ba hindi ka pwedeng maging akin?

eng trans:
I've been thinking about this for a while
As soon as possible, I should let go
Cause from the start, I know
I'll get hurt in the end

It hurts for my part
but why can't I accept it?
that it is me, and only me that keeps on loving you
that it is only me that will have to wait for too long

I know I shouldn't be thinking of this
I shouldn't even yearn for more
for something greater than I should feel
Because I know that you'll never return it

I tried to keep my distance
But it is me that's suffering
Why are your stares like that?
I'm getting more eager...

**why isn't it possible for you to be mine?
I am yours but you're never mine
Ako'y sayo pero hindi *ka sa akin*

*kita pagmamayari* is a better translation for this...
also, translating this is kinda hard

{nj.b}
 Feb 2017
Yule
It seemed harder
the more that I avoid you
It is just too late
to even think of escaping
I'm already a captive
from your unwavering light
*how can I even let you go?
loving you hurts already
but I love you, still

{nj.b}
 Feb 2017
Yule
Your words and gestures
seems to be made of gold
The sun and stars they seem
to be seeping from your skin

Whenever your fingers strum the strings
as you sing your melody
This is what makes my heart sing

Your smile washes the sadness away
My heart beats faster like the drums you play
When you laugh like that, what can I say?
Even your simple words can make my day

I never thought I'll see
someone amazing like you
In my heart, you are the key

To my soul, you are the cure
I love you, dear; that I'm sure

Even if we are worlds apart
Nothing can ever change
the love you left in my heart
I love you so much...

{nj.b}
 Jan 2017
Yule
Here I am praying that we could meet
Anticipating the moment our eyes will catch one another
Yearning for a glimpse of your beady eyes
And the stares of your eyes oh so melting into mine

I want to thank you for brightening up my day
To let you know that I truly admire and adore you
I want you to know that I love you
Even if you do not know my name

How I wish to meet you dear
So that both our hands can intertwine
As much as my heart wants to veer
It wishes to call you mine
written at late 2015...

{nj.b}
 Jan 2017
Yule
You are my escape
You bring me out of my own distress

You are my dream
The one I want to be
and who to be with

As much as you don’t know
You’re the very core in my existence
even if I don’t exist in yours

But that doesn’t matter, dear
Cause with all my heart and entity
You’re the one I adore
My first poem for 13 precious dorks before my heart got caught by that one special human, this is for you.

{nj.b}

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