Alexx - Hello Poetry

May 2014

Elizabeth mikol

I never thought you would
You never had the strength before
I saw you holding her hand
Is that your strength now
Do your finger intertwined with hers give you the strength to say the things you did
Is she why you finally did it
Is she really better then anything I could be
Did you really mean it
You never gave me a shot
And I told you to

But I never thought you would

#love #sad #life #betrayal #teen #lost #hurt #goodbye #imsorry #iloveyou

Nov 2013

Elizabeth mikol

*What you don't know*

You don't know
What I keep from you
Yes it's true
I should have faith in you
But I'm scared even though
I believe you would take the clue
That I need you

AK <\3

Love relationship faith loss friendship loss please broke

Nov 2013

Elizabeth mikol

GONE

You slip through my fingers as I reach out
Like a ghost from my past
Your face looks fuzzy
It's been too long
Your gone and I'm left standing here alone and shaking
Why couldn't you stay
Why couldn't you save me
Maybe because you needed to help yourself
I needed you more

Gone save me teenager help recovery self harm friends something more love new

Nov 2013

Elizabeth mikol

**YOUR NOT MINE**

People talk about others like property.
People speak of loved ones the way men spoke of black people years ago.
"I want him"
"she is mine"
"you can't have him"
"you don't deserve her"
It's sick. Making my tummy tumble down a hill and crash toward you. I did this. I spoke of you this way. Yet your not mine. I can't want you. I can't have you. Nor do I deserve you. I guess that is why I'm now being punished. Karma is hitting me the way I'm sure it hit slave traders back then. I'm hurting. I'm not sleeping. I'm also realizing **"your not mine. "

I'm not sure if its a poem or a blog...I just know I can't sleep and my heart is aching for what is lost and will never be found again

Nov 2013

Elizabeth mikol

Dare you ask

Your infection has me wounded deep
Tension in my soul screaming to be heard
Blood drips from my heart as I groan from ache
Pride leads me on distraction teases my pain
Corruption from your lips lingers long
Flames have all but died one stands in my heart
Dreaming of the past lusting for it fast
Leaving with the moon neglecting the sun
Envy will forever follow me through
Begging for the stars put back in the sky
What you don't know anymore dare you ask

Gone, sad, hurt, missing you, assault

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