To be normal, you should act normal
To act normal, you would like to be treated normal
But there was a difference, I made a difference and I kept on that path for longer than it should
Now I am different, a different creature
In the less percentage of these humanities measures
Will I ever have the chance to be the same
Will I ever be able to act the same
A question that I should have answered a long time ago
When I was in the cage, looking at all the shadows
They are all now became the light
And like every new born, my eyes hurt a lot
But I am walking, two steps back, one step forward
Till I jump at last, with the leap of faith in mind

The end of the ego trip
Found the code in your messages
Looking at me like the flower, not blooming, not blooming
I'm gonna go far away, far away
Looking at the distance that I couldn't bear, I couldn't care
Maybe purposefully a dream to make me happy, to push me more
But all I can say is that I didn't know better
I didn't know any more
All I knew was that I should be responsible but I didn't know how
Didn't know the borders, yet I think I just knew them all
Making excuses for my birthday faults
Help me god
Just one more step
Push me, push me like the butterflies near the waterfall
I need to grow, I need to pass the tests, understood the depth of what has happened to my mind
Don't let me forget, let me keep it, let me have it all
Cause Life is a lost decade of the waterfalls
I'm gonna finish it, I am coming god...
Wish me luck, unchain me from these devilish tears of their lustful eyes
Oh find me god, find me behind these bars
Let me see, let me see those pictures of the angels on the walls....

Love is not in the things we did for each other
It's in the things we avoided
Cause I can die for you with no reason
But will I listen to how you want me to live with a thousand reasons?

If I could turn back time
To the good old days
I wouldn't call it good
I call it helpful days
Cause hell was playful
With the fool who played
The role of the Messiah
Who he must never bear
Well there will be a day
That I see you again
Wish you'll be proud
And see me far away
Cause in your face you may say
That I lied and I tried to hide
Yes I have hidden all my pain
Just to keep you all away
And I guess I had a reason
And I guess that reasons wrong
The war is not between us
The war is in all of us
We are battling demons, living the dreams all behind
I wish someone sleeps
Better than me tonight

Streetlights hum a lullaby
to neon dreams.
Cracked pavement blooms
with graffiti roses.

My heart, a tangled vine,
unfurling in the dark.
Too many words unsaid,
a choked-back symphony.

Phone screen glows,
a cold comfort.
Another night adrift
in the digital sea.

But somewhere, a connection flickers.
A shared breath,
a whispered "me too."

Maybe tomorrow,
the static will clear.
Maybe tomorrow,
we'll find our bloom.

I know it don't mean much now
But
I'm sorry

Who made the first mistake
And let it all fall down?
Is that the question
Or how we should start putting it together
One by one
To reach each other?
Or just to let go

Believe or don't believe
That's not the question
Cause either way
You'll be living it
And
Never be leaving it

If it wasn't a lie
I could jump
Out of the balcony
With you
If it's the truth
I should ask
How could you
If it's the white lie
The gray hounds must know
The foxes should be aware
Life
Doesn't need a man for it's existence
Man needs to adapt to it's life

The white knights of the liars field
They hold candles in each hand
They seek beer in romance
They see the worse in the past
The most in the present
And they tell all kind of stories
Like me, the singer of this jukebox
They never tell no lie
They just have stories
The white liars of the knights field
Fight you with no fist
Bite you with no teeth
They're just snakes
Poison you with their myth

Mistaken typo
Faked rhyme scheme to
Find you
Like I matter the most
Or you matter the less
We gonna find the worst in each other
Too good to be true yet
Let's battle, let's fight over what we know
Push the rapport, push it a little bit more
And who knows what I know is not what we know
Who knows what we know is true
All my friends are heathens take it slow
Rebel with no reason and hurt by my own hands
I know it can be much more
Watch it
How we respect and grow together
Like the jungle of bushes around the three
The fire in the heart
"Oh shut up"
***** boy talk big words for the mouth you got
You wash it twice a day to let the germs go
****** you right up the elbow
So sit down and listen
"Oh shut up"
Boy you're a rebel with no reason
Take the chance, jump with us
Become an angel for all the causes
Be the one who we don't laugh at
Be the one admired
"Oh shut up"
I'm just trying to listen to my mother's voice
And my father's silence
And the sound of Qur'an
After the Iftar
After the sound of
Allaho Akbar
So
Be quiet
Humble
And listen
We need each other
So don't hurt me
Because I'm not gonna hurt you
I'm here to solve the question
In every role you tried
In every moment
Not the why, I know it honestly
But how
I'm gonna meet us at the end
So
Be you
Let me be me
If it's alright
And thanks for the help
And training
I'm coming
"So jump"
Rebel without a cause

Your questions
Are cursed with time
With loops
Of nothingness
My gift
Was a soul
So pure
That could see the light
In your sadistic humiliations
And a mind
So logical
To solve a problem with my bare hands
And a body
So doll
That I could give up
Cause I believe
No matter what I think
I'm only a drop in the ocean
Bearing the weights
Not to bother the grains