My bed without you
Attracts demons easily
Demons who **** the life out of me
Making me feel worthless
Emotionless
Covering me with darkness
Haunting me with depressing thoughts
Leading me to ideas
Of death
Making this empty void
Emptier than it was
And only you
Could make it go away

you in blue
my favorite hue
the color of the oceans we could've swam
the skies we could've looked at
the sneakers we could've bought
the shirts i keep seeing you wear
the fireworks we could've viewed
but embrace into your arms
i will never be
and i couldn't have been
blue

you in blue
with the smile on your face
because of me
but i know it's just for a while
it's her who makes you the happiest
who i wish i could be

you're the sweetest
and she's the luckiest
know that i could make you feel
more than that
more than you'll ever know

my feelings were thrown
into the fiery depths
of oblivion
or so i thought
seeing you smile
because of me
made it resurrect
maybe it never disappeared
for all i know
it never left

you're the love i wish i had
your name, a king's name
your height of almost 6 foot
your humor
your way of saying my name
your comforting hugs
you in blue

they say they'll be there
but when you're feeling depressed
they don't understand
i can't help but cry
i'm tired of feeling alone
but what can i do
no one tried to stay
why am i not used to it
since this happened lot