You calm me down,
When you
Call me baby.
When you don't disappear.
You excite and delight me
Encourage and nourish

Keep doing those things
That you do to me boo

That ****** me up.
That thing you said.
And then you left me
all sticky
Your slimy words in my head.

It worked.
Mission accomplished.
I am indeed
A self fulfilling prophecy.

Why is that
Heavy things flatten me out.
And when im smooshed
You can flutter about.

I retreat to numbness a lot. It is an easy thing to be.

I’ll drink a cup of water slowly; imagining that the liquid in the cup is my feelings - and by the time the cup is empty, so am I.

So I didn’t always feel it when he told me he loved me, even though I believed him. And sometimes it was difficult to love him through the void of neutrality.

...sometimes it is.

people
are
the
greatest
cause
of
loneliness
because
we're
all
too
busy
keeping
ourselves
company.

tell me something I don't know.
like how the wind chooses which way it wants to blow.
or why pain can distract us from our hurts.

tell me something new.
about the parts of the ocean that have yet to be explored.
and the time it takes to get over a person that got over you.

don't waste my time with common rhymes.
tell me what made you so blue.

**** anyone that presumes to know how
I feel.
You *******.
You ****.
Smiling eyes. Bleeding tongue.

Blah blah blah -
Are you okay now?
You're okay, right?

How are things
How are you
Small talk
Small words,
And quick *****.

Because someone has to do it.

**** I'm annoyed.
At everything.
At every one.
At you.
Those things you said
Get stuck in my head
And poison my precious
Peace of mind.
It's fine.
Everything.
And every one.
And me.
At least I will be
Sometime soon.